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Right, hello. Um here goes don't expect much.

Through false hope

It's hard to cope

It's like climbing a never ending slope.

Don't let go,

Time is moving so slow,

Keep your voice low,

I don't want others to know.

Music is the safest unknown,

And it helps when you sink like a stone,

It distracts you,

So you can't check your phone,

Then come to the realization you're alone,

And no one want to text you back,

Letting you sink into your thoughts,

Where you look at everything you lack,

And realize you're become a mess,

Under this stress,

Of falling apart,

Thanks to your heart,

That's stuck in your chest,

And doesn't let you rest,

In you're stick in your head,

Not wanting to leave your bed,

Because you've found you like seeing red,

And refuse being fed,

Because it's not fun,

And your eyes don't like the sun,

It's too bright,

And you've got demons to fight,

And that takes all your might.

I have friends,

Yet my loneliness never ends,

I'm spent,

Everything I love went,

Smothered by the dark,

My happy thoughts attacked like sharks,

And I leave are marks,

Then scars,

And everything seems far.

It's my brain,

It makes me insane,

Makes me want it to rain,

So I can stay inside,

And not seem like I hide,

In my mind I'm confined,

Once the sun had shined,

Now it's hard to find,

Not that I mind,

It's just that people care,

Are they need me there,

Which is why I'm not dead,

Nothing else needs to be said,

Because I'm in love with the color red.

Well off to a start. I'm not sure if it's good or bad so yep I'll just stick with a start. Proceed with your existence if you chose to read.