Death: 1

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{If you cry, I'm so sorry. I know I always do. This will also be one of many like this.}

The hospital was kind of small. Old, mostly. Fans were crowded around the grey brick building, all wearing black. Ashton had tears falling down his face, which was rare with how happy he always is.

You had just gotten into the car accident. It was merely a day before the doctors told you that there was a piece of metal rapidly flying to your heart. They said there was nothing they could do, due to the lateness of this discovery. With little strength and the feeling that you've lost, you nodded slowly, a tear falling down your left cheek.

You knew it wouldn't be nearly as hard on you as it would be for Ashton. He was your love and you were his. How was he going to move on when the only person he's ever wanted to grow old with is dying.

"Hey, Ash." you say. Your voice was fading, forcing you to sound like a long term smoker. Ashton moved his head a little in response to your words.

"Ash, look at me, please." you beg. He moves his head up, eyes no longer bright and dancing, but dull and grey.

"Remember all those times you'd take me dancing? Or on these cute picnics? All the roof top surprises?" You smile as big as possible, which happens to be very small.

"Yes, I do." Ashton says just loud enough that you could hear him.

"Promise me you'll find someone else and do all the same things." You had another tear glisten in your eye at the thought of you not doing those with Ashton for the rest of your life and his.

"There will never be another girl like you, (y/n). Not one that I'd love half as much, even." Ashton says as more tears fall out of his eyes.

"Don't say that." You reply.

"But it's true!" Ashton argues.

"Please, Ashton. Don't say that. You'll find someone better. Someone that has everything you want." You smile softly.

"I already did find that person. And she's right in front of me." Ashton insists.

"No, Ashton. She's not. Because everything happens for a reason." You feel the warm tear fall down your pale face. Ashton reaches away from holding your shaking hands and wipes the tear away.

"This wasn't supposed to happen. This shouldn't have happened!" Ashton cries louder. He lays his head atop of your body and sobs into your blankets. The doctors come in, looking as if they have something to say.

"Do something, goddamn it! Save her!" Ashton yells at them.

"Sir, please, come outside." Ashton refuses the first few times the doctors ask him to leave. But finally he agrees. You notice that one stays behind.

"Miss (y/l/n), I'm just going to put this in your system. It'll make you fall asleep so you don't have a painful death." You nod slowly, understanding it's time.

"Goodbye." You whisper, "I'll miss you." you finish as your eyes begin to close. Goodbye.

{Toon in for the ending. There will be a few endings, read both and tell me which one you like better! :)}

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