I'm Married To Pain

Chapter 3

This is my first time taking in too much alcohol in one gulp. It tastes really bad! It fires my mouth all the way to my stomach, and it's really absurd.

Then it turned to Jcee. "Jcee, my man!"

Jcee warned Tyler with his eyes.

"Don't worry." He said. "So, why would the 'hot Jcee Jacobs' decline hot girls' body offerings? And for three long fucking years, you never entertained any girl?"

"You guys know I have responsibilities with the company. I can't face girls." He simply said. Now that they asked, I, too, wonder why.

"You don't face girls, dude. You go between their legs." Cley retorted then kissed the French girl beside him. They were clinging with each other like leeches.

"Honestly?" Tyler asked.

Jcee took the whole bottle then drank it all up. Ugh! That's disgusting.

Cley clapped his hands when Jcee finished the bottle. "That's for giving us a false statement." Jared laughed.

Now, I'm worried for Jcee. But he still look fine.

Tyler gave me an assuring smile. Telling me, he'll take care of Jcee just incase. So the game went on.

"So, Ashley." Gina pouted. "What happened last night? Why would the cold Jared wake, giving you his softest smiles?"

Not again! Gina's being pushy now. "I don't know." I said. Then took the shot glass in surrender. I can't tell them he kissed me, or Gina will go insane!

We finished almost nine bottles of tequilas when we came down to Jared's defeat. "If she ever comes back, what will happen?"

Jared looked down. That expression again? "Most probably kiss her and hug her tight that she may not be able to escape again."

So, he loves someone? Why would he kiss me then? I feel so betrayed. Or is it just the alcohol?

I already started feeling dizzy an hour ago. I might be really drunk now.

"You're crazy, man. Waiting for the cats to swim. Impossible." Tyler shook his head.

"She still lov--" I cut Jared's anger.

"When a girl leaves, it means she doesn't love you anymore. Otherwise, she fights, no matter the cost. Painful isn't it?" I looked at Jared.

His eyes turned dark blue. That scary eyes again.

We stared at each other until.. "Shit!" Tyler shouted, cutting the tense between us. Jcee just puked all over him. "Ow! Shit!" They all laughed. I turned to look at Jared but he's gone.

We fixed everything up and even took care of Jcee. When it's over, Cley took the two girls in his room already. Gina and Tyler settled in a room too. But I stayed at Jcee's room.

"Why would you drink all that? Stupid jerk!" I slapped his chest but he's deep asleep. I stood to leave since I am drunk, myself.

I walked to the corridor but in a blink of an eye, I got trapped into a place I never really wanted. A strong hand gripped my arm and pulled me. He pushed me hard against the door. There is a mix of madness and sorrow in his eyes that are looking at me. His face is too close for me to look at his whole face. But I know these blue eyes. I know them.

"Tell me how to let go then." He gritted through his teeth. His grip tightened. "Tell me how to let go of you."

I didn't utter a word. If I do, our lips would touch anytime. But things happen.

He kissed me softly but pulled away after a smack.

For some stupid reasons. "Don't tell me you're sorry this time. I won't forgive you anymore."

"You still have time to run before I go crazy with you."

I want to run away so fast! Away from this monster but... But I kissed him anyway.