satyriasis /vkook/

21

Taehyung's POV.

I stand in the bathroom mirror for hours that night.

But all I see is a stranger staring back at me.

No matter how many times I try to wash the disgusting feeling away it still lingers.

His sent seems to be burned into my skin.

I keep trying to forget. But the more I try to forget the more vivid the memory gets.

I can feel him behind me but I can't push him away.

I can feel his hands on me but I can't tell him to stop.

Why'd you do this to me Junmyeon?

You were always kind to me.

My body's crying but I can't feel anything.

All I can feel is him.
All I can hear is him.

Everything is just...him.

How could you invade my love.

How could you ever?

I don't understand. I don't think I want to.

I just want to go away.

I don't want this life.

This used and abused life that I've been too used to living.

I just want everything and everyone. To go away.

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POV.

It's been a week since Jungkook has seen or heard from Taehyung and it was really getting to him.

"I don't know. He tells me to go away whenever I go to his house." Hoseok says as they sit with Jin and Namjoon.

"He hasn't answered any of my calls or texts." Jin says.

"I tried to call too." Namjoon says.

"I'm going over after school." Jungkook says looking down at the last message he sent Taehyung.

"What happened to him after the thing Friday?" Namjoon asks.

"He left with someone." Jungkook says.

"Oh." Namjoon says looking down and feeling such disappointment for the younger.

"Who?" Hoseok asks.

"Some guy. I don't remember his name." Jungkook says not wanting to know the dude's name.

Hoseok sighs. "I'm really worried now."

"I think he went to the school. He looked familiar." Jungkook says.

"Taehyung's not stupid Hobi. He knows better than to hookup with some random guy at a club." Jin says.

Hoseok nods. "Whatever. Come on Jungkook let's go to class."

The two of them stand and walk to first period.

"Jung Hoseok." Their first period says.

"Yes?" Hoseok asks her.

"I have a few concerns about Taehyung. You guys are close yes?" She says.

"Yeah." Hoseok says. "We're close."

"With his attendance and grades Taehyung is facing the risk of having to retake junior classes next year. Please send the message. He's been out for more than a week now."