satyriasis /vkook/

23

Taehyung sits at the lunch table with Hoseok and Jungkook that day.

Usually Taehyung would skip lunch to talk to some guy or do whatever but he doesn't now.

Sex used to be something so beautiful to him before and now it's just a scarred memory he wishes he could erase.

He wished he would have chose a better life for himself before instead of abusing sex like a drug and not having any morals.

"What are you thinking about blondie?" Hoseok asks ruffling Taehyung's hair.

"It's not blonde." Taehyung groans brushing his hands over his hair.

Hoseok laughs. "It's cute. What made you dye it?"

Taehyung shrugs. "I don't know. I just wanted to be different."

Hoseok nods. "That's good. It looks good."

"Thanks." Taehyung says glancing at Jungkook who is smiling for some reason.

Taehyung looks back down at the table.

"Wanna do something later?" Hoseok asks continuing to stuff his face with chips he bought in the cafeteria.

"Um. I don't know." Taehyung says.

"You have plans?" Hoseok asks.

"Yeah. But it's not like that. I just have so much work to catch up on and everything so." Taehyung says avoiding Hoseok's eyes.

"You know that I can tell when you're lying right?" Hoseok says.

"I'm not. I've been out for a week and I still have work from before then so." Taehyung says.

"So what?" Jungkook asks holding in a laugh.

Taehyung looks up. "What?"

"You keep saying 'so'. 'So' what?" Jungkook asks.

"So...no. I can't hangout after school. And I want be home in case my dad comes back s-." Taehyung cuts himself off before another 'so' slips from his lips.

Jungkook and Hoseok burst into a fit of laughter leaning on each other for support as they both become weak.

"Alright alright." Taehyung says shaking his head at his friends.

"C-Come on Taehyung. You know that's funny." Hoseok says wiping his tears.

"Yeah. Alright." Taehyung says cracking the smallest smile.

"Please hang with us. We've missed you all week Tae." Jungkook says.

Taehyung sighs. "I'm-. Okay. Alright fine."

"Yes! You guys can come to mine." Hoseok says happily.

Taehyung smiles a little. "Alright."

Jungkook and Hoseok continue to chatter excitedly about something while Taehyung just looks down drawing patterns on the table.

The bell rings dismissing them from lunch and the three of them stand.

"My history class got moved to West wing so I can't walk with you guys today." Jungkook says.

"Alright. I'll see you after school." Hoseok says.

"Alright. Hey Tae. Do you need a ride to Hoseok's?" Jungkook asks.

"Um yeah." Taehyung says.

"Cool. Meet me in the student parking lot when the bell rings." Jungkook says.