satyriasis /vkook/

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"Suho?" Hoseok asks in disbelief.

Taehyung nods. "You probably don't believe me since...yeah. You probably don't believe me."

"No. I do. It's just. It's just~" Hoseok trails off sitting up so he can see Taehyung's face.

"I know." Taehyung says looking down.

"I don't understand." Hoseok says.

Taehyung shakes his head. "I don't either Hobi."

They fall silent while Hoseok tries to put everything together in his head.

From what he's seen of Suho he didn't seem like the kind of guy to do something like this.

Whenever he saw him he was always in a good mood and never had anything bad to say about anyone.

He even spoke of having feelings towards Taehyung. Why would he do this?

"You don't believe me." Taehyung says when he sees Hoseok's expression.

"No. I do. I swear I do." Hoseok says.

Taehyung shrugs looking down at his hands. "I could hardly believe it myself."

Hoseok sighs shaking his head.

"I don't want to talk about it anymore." Taehyung says standing from the bed and gathering the handwritten letters.

"I think we should tell the police." Hoseok says.

Taehyung shakes his head. "It's too late now. Just forget about it."

"It's never too late." Hoseok says.

Taehyung puts the letters away in the bottom of his drawer.

"What about the other letters?" Hoseok asks.

"They pretty much say the same thing." Taehyung says.

"You're not. You're not hurting yourself again. Are you?" Hoseok asks hesitantly.

Taehyung looks up at him. "No. I'm not."

"You'd let me know if you were feeling like that again wouldn't you?" Hoseok asks looking down at his hands.

Taehyung nods even though Hoseok isn't looking at him. "It hasn't gotten that bad."

"Please go to the police Tae." Hoseok says looking up at his friend.

Taehyung shakes his head. "I can't."

"At least tell someone. Go to the doctor. What if something's wrong?" Hoseok asks.

"Like what? I'm fine. I promise." Taehyung says.

"If you don't tell someone I will." Hoseok says standing.

"If you tell someone Hobi." Taehyung says. "I'll never forgive you."

"But Tae~"

"No one." Taehyung cuts off.

Hoseok sighs but doesn't argue.

"You know what people would think of me if this got out?" Taehyung asks. "People at school adore Suho. They'd hate me if I got him sent to jail."

"But what about you Taehyung? You're still just thinking about everyone else." Hoseok says.

"I don't want anyone to know either." Taehyung says. "If Jungkook found out he'd never see me the same."

"Jungkook?" Hoseok asks. "What's he have to do with this?"