Nothing But A Memory

Chapter 6- I v a n

“Hey Natassia, my friend Ivan wants to get at you. He's a senior and he's 20, look.” Mira showed me a picture of her senior friend.

“He's not bad…” I comment taking in his appearance. He has ramen type hair with blonde tips, full lips, brown eyes, beard and a lean physique.

“He's super fucking tall, maybe 6 feet around there…” Mira shows me more pictures of him from his Instagram.

Ivan seems like the kind to not be scared to get a spontaneous tattoo or piercing, considering he already has a few of both.

“Want to meet up with him in lunch?” I feel my face flush at the thought and say “Uh yeah sure, why not?” I laugh nervously.

My next 2 periods are spent daydreaming of Ivan’s lips and what he would feel like inside of me, along with the recent memory of David and how he felt. I hope Ivan won't be another David…

David felt amazing but I can't help look at him as more than a friend and someone to talk about my heaviest lifts with. He would have to convince me to ever date him. It's not that he's not attractive with his fair skin, full lips, small brown eyes, sharp jawline, and 6 pack abs. Sometimes a nice body just isn't enough.

I sit down at my usual seat across David and look around, waiting for Ivan to appear. While I was looking off to the left, Ivan jumped into the seat on my right, scaring me slightly.

“You scared me…” I sigh holding my pounding heart.

“Haha, it's nice to finally meet you…” He smiles revealing his white straight teeth, as he scanned my body with his lustful eyes I felt my face flush.

I look up to see David was already looking straight at me, I look away quickly, his intense gaze too strong for me to handle. I look back at Ivan and he places his hand on my inner thigh, making me nervous.

“Tell me about yourself…” He speaks softly with his deep voice.

“Oh, um, I'm adventurous…” I begin and he mumbles a “Mhm…” I continue “Spontaneous…” he mumbles “Mhm…” I continue “Open minded, Kinda outgoing and shy at the same time…” I laugh to myself and he furrowed his eyebrows together confused “How?” I bite my lip almost ashamed to admit “Um, I'm pretty shy and quiet in school, and loud and outgoing out of school…” I explain.

“Hm, that's interesting…” He whispers rubbing my inner thigh, slightly parting my usually big thighs but now thighs with a gap to separate them.

“Your lips look nice…” He comments keeping his eyes fixated on my lips, making me flush again.

“Oh, um, thank you…” I look down at his hand that has seemed to dangerously crawl under my skirt and near my entrance, pushing it away slightly.

“Does it bother you?” He asks removing his hand anyway.

“Uh, yeah a little…” I give him a small smile to be nice.

Feeling a little daring, I put my hand directly on his dick that was outlined from his tight uniform pants. He was clearly surprised and bit his full bottom lip but didn't seem too upset about it, if anything I think he wanted more.

“Someone's a little forward…” He smirks looking down at my hand.

“I know what I want.” I bit my lip feeling rebellious.

I didn't even realize how close our faces were but once I did, I leaned in pressing my lips against his. It wasn't what I expected, it didn't turn me on as much as I had hoped it would.

I pull away and look back at David to see a flash of hurt in his eyes before he excused himself to go to the bathroom.

I felt guilty for some reason, we weren't dating. We wouldn't even work out, but I can't deny the pull I feel towards him.