Nothing But A Memory

Chapter 17- D i s t r a c t

David POV

Something is off with Natassia and I intend on finding out what happened so I can make her  feel better. Its the least I can do since Ive been so wrapped up with Selena, I forgot to be there for her. I dont deserve her but I want her and I think Selena is catching on. Whenever she wants to have sex I make up excuses or try to change the topic. I want to break up with her but I cant find it within me to hurt Selena especially after the pain her last ex gave her. I want to keep everybody happy but for this weekend, for two days Im going to think about myself and what I want.

All I want is Natassia, I want her to sit on my face and I want to hear her cries as she tugs my hair, I want to drill into her tight ass while she moans out my name and begs for me to go faster. I get hot just thinking about it and her body.

I booked a oceanfront hotel in Miami beach for two nights, just for us. I want to take this weekend to forget all our problems, clear our minds and just enjoy ourselves. I texted Natassia an hour before check in to tell her to pack, Im not sure if she listened.

I knock on her door and a minute later she slowly opens the door. Hi. I smile brightly at her depressed appearance. Her hair was in a messy bun with her baby hairs sticking out like horns, her usually rosy pink lips are now drained of color and chapped, she wore sweatpants and a oversized white tee. I think she might need this more than me.

Are you ready? You packed right? She lets me in and locks the door behind me

Packed what? Her voice is gone and broken like if she was screaming for hours but what why would she be screaming?

Your bag for the hotel Im taking you to Of course she didnt pack.

What hotel? Natassia walks into the kitchen and pours herself a glass of water.

Im taking you to a beachfront hotel so you can feel better and honestly you clearly need it I scan her shapeless body that was covered in fabric I hope I can take off later.

Im fine. She lies.

You look like a disaster. I laugh and she doesnt so I clear my throat. Let me pack your bag while you get dressed. I begin to walk away

I am dressed. I halt in my steps to scan her little outfit.

I dont think so, Ill get you an outfit too.

I head to her room that had walmart bags around the side of her bed and trash all over the floor. I look over at her unmade bed thinking back to when I took her virginity on those sheets. It felt like such a simple time, now everything has changed.

I know she used me as a coping method for her mom getting deported but I thought she was getting better. Looking at her and her house now its clear shes only been getting worse. Wouldnt it get easier to deal with, with time?

I sifted through all her drawers and closet, pulling out what looked good for the occasion. I put her two pairs of shorts, tube and crop tops, a strapless and regular bra, a few sexy panties, and sandals. I almost forgot her bikini, hat and sunscreen. As I was folding and packing everything she stood at the door to watch me.

It shows off too much skin. She comments on what I picked out.

Well I mean, we are going to the beach. Since when was she concerned with showing too much skin. Natassia has always been confident in everything she wore and never cared what people thought, its one of the things I love about her.

I never asked to go, why cant you just leave me here and go by yourself? She walks over and tries to empty the suitcase to which I put it all back in.