Chapter 26- O p e n

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Hey, hows your tattoo and piercing holding up? Gabin texts me at 12am like if I was always readily available for him to talk to, except this time I was.

Good so far but my roommate doesnt like it very much. It feels weird to call Danny a roommate but its the least complicated way to explain my situation. I cant exactly casually bring up my dad always gone and my mom getting deported.

Oh, I didnt know you were in college.

Im not, Im still in high school, unfortunately. I sigh

Oh shit, but you must be like a senior or something cause I swear you look 21.

Yeah, I get that a lot, but Im a junior.

Well if it makes you feel any better, Im a senior in college.

It doesnt, but good to know.

Anything else about you that might surprise me?

I do crossfit.

Oh really? I used to, but I hurt my lower back really bad and havent gone since.

Oh wow, I hurt my lower back too like a year ago but it wasnt that bad so I came back as soon as possible. How long has it been?

Like 2 years, it still hurts sometimes when I crack my back the wrong way.

How do you crack your back wrong? I smile like a giddy child at my brightly lit screen in the darkness of my bedroom.

I dont know, twisting too far.

I wouldnt know, Im flexible.

Wow, so than whoever has sex with you must be lucky. I feel a sinking feeling come over me as I read and reread the text over and over again. My heart began to pound and I tried my best to do some deep breathing exercises to calm myself down.

Im not really big on sex.

How come? Its amazing. I'm sure it is

I chew on my bottom lip nervously, contemplating spilling all of my traumas right here like if he wasnt a stranger. I dont have much experience and the little experience I have wasnt amazing. Its a partial truth.

Do you have any plans for tonight? He asks me out of the blue

Its 12am and Im texting you, what do you think? I chuckle to myself curious to what hes planning

Let me take you out on a date before I show you how its done. My heart pounded against my chest at the thought of Gabin touching me in such a way, Im scared to touch even myself in that way.

Im intrigued. What were you thinking of doing? I felt a quick glimpse of who I used to be, fearless and carefree. I would used to speak bluntly of what was on my mind without a worry about the consequences and although it may not have been smart it is a hell of a lot better than now where I overthink everything I want to say before I say it.

To you? Fuck, what dont I wanna do to you I bite my plump full bottom lip trying to hide the smile that wanted to creep over me.

Give me an idea.

I wanna kiss those lips of yours, I wanna soak your panties wet before I unravel every article of clothing you're wearing so I could give you kisses all over, I wanna lick your pussy clean and choke you while I pound my dick inside your tight wet pussy. I find myself getting hot while simultaneously trying to push away the images of that night, a confusing mix of simulations and lack thereof.

Sounds nice Itd be even nicer if I knew how its supposed to feel like everybody else. I thought to myself

What do you say? Youll let me pick you up and show you how a real fucking is done after a nice date?

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