Little Space

what did i do?

Yoongi had Jimin in his arms, a blanket thrown over the both of them. Jimin had picked out a movie, but Yoongi hadn't been paying attention to it. He was scanning his boyfriend, looking for anything that might give him a clue what had been going through Jimin's head. Yoongi couldn't help but smile when Jimin turned back to look at him. The elder lightly grabbed his chin and leaned closer, kissing him. Jimin giggled and turned back around.

Yoongi tightened his hold on the younger. The movie was finishing up, and Jimin was falling asleep. Yoongi turned Jimin around to face him. Jimin rested his head on Yoongi's chest and looked up at him. Yoongi lifted a hand and ran it through Jimin's brown locks.

"Jimin?" Yoongi asked, staring at the hair slipping through his fingers.

Jimin smiled softly and nodded. "Yes, hyung?"

Yoongi's mouth quirked a bit before he sighed. Jimin lifted and fell with his chest, a concerned look now in his eyes.

"Hyung?"

Yoongi looked into Jimin's eyes, feeling like his heart was on the edge of breaking. "What did I do?"

Jimin furrowed his brow. "What do you mean?"

Yoongi looked up at the ceiling to prevent himself from crying. When he felt it was safe again, he met Jimin's eyes once more. "What did I do to make you act like you did? I had to do something, Jimin. There's no reason as to why..."

Jimin shook his head, his pretty eyes clouded with worry. "Hyung, you did nothing. Nothing you did was wrong. I love you."

Yoongi smiled at that, playing with Jimin's hair again. He brushed some hair behind the younger's ear. Jimin was wearing a loose long sleeve striped shirt, the sleeves pulled over his palms, and he looked so beautiful that it made Yoongi want to assault him with kisses.

"Then what happened, baby? Seeing you like that again..."

It was Jimin's turn to sigh. "I don't know. I was feeling depressed or something, probably. I kind of went overboard and... I don't know. I'm sorry, hyung."

Yoongi nodded slowly. "But you said you wanted me to punish you. You did nothing wrong and I didn't know what to do."

Jimin looked away, focusing on something else. "Yeah. I... Sorry. I was doing that thing again. I thought you hated taking care of me, thought you shouldn't have to waste all your time on me because I'm not worth it."

Yoongi lifted the younger's face. "Jimin."

Jimin looked at him sadly.

"I love you."

Jimin smiled softly and his eyes filled with tears. "I love you too."

"I love taking care of you. You deserve someone better than me. I love you so much. I'm not wasting my time on you, I want to spend all my time with you. Stop being so mean to yourself, my love." Yoongi bit his lip. "I love you and it hurts so much to see you like that."

Jimin looked down at where his sweater paw rested on Yoongi's chest. "I'm sorry."

Yoongi sighed and ran a hand through Jimin's hair. "Don't be. I love you."

Jimin blinked and hummed. "I love you too, Daddy." His eyes fluttered closed.

Yoongi wrapped his arms around Jimin tightly and pulled the blankets higher over them. "Are you sleepy, baby?" He rubbed along Jimin's back, soothing him.

Jimin nodded slowly, enjoying the soft feelings encasing his body. He wanted to suck on his thumb, but he didn't want to stop holding onto Yoongi. He whined and Yoongi smiled, understanding. Yoongi took one of his hands and offered his thumb, placing it between Jimin's lips. Jimin took it thankfully and fit his mouth around the finger, sucking occasionally as he fell asleep.

Yoongi watched him lovingly, unable to stop looking at his gorgeous boyfriend. He was so lucky. He loved Jimin. Yoongi tried not to giggle too much whenever Jimin would sleepily suck on his thumb and tickle him.