Fragmented

We made so many mistakes.

"I think you will set yourself afire before you realize that even you cannot conquer the sun. Rebellion sits well on you; like a red coat on the gilt gold burnish of youth"

Freya's POV:-

I slept like a baby after talking to Mason and he did too. Guess we were too tired. It was almost 10 am in the morning when the bus stopped at a gas n sip. It was the one where we were supposed to get off.

I quickly pushed Mason to wake him up and he stirred. "Mason we have to get off here. Come on. Wake up." The bus was only going to stop here for about 10 minutes and we had been asleep when the bus stopped who knows how long before they start moving again.

I pushed him hard and he quickly jumped out of his seat in a scare. "Owwww!" he had been so graceful that I slammed to the window with the way he pushed me like I was going to kill him or something.

"I'm so sorry! Are you okay, Freya?" he asked after noticing me. My hand had instantly gone to my abdomen to to protect it. Fortunately he didn't push me that hard.

"Yeah I'm fine but we have to get off the bus can move any minute. Come on get our stuff." I asked him to which he got in action pretty fast but not before looking weirdly at my hand that rested on my stomach. I removed it quickly. Damnit why does he have to catch everything.

We got of the bus. Everybody was in the gas n sip just a few in the bus who were mostly asleep. I stretched my limbs taking in the fresh air. Thankfully the weather had taken a turn even back in Vancouver. Here it was lovely. It was chilly but bearable, well atleast the sun wasn't hiding behind the clouds which was enough for me.

Fresh air and greenery wherever I saw. Bowen Island was really beautiful.

"I'm hungry." Mason stated after a minute.

"I think we'll find some food at the gas n sip. Besides the person I'm meeting works here too. Thats what Jason told me." I walked further almost talking to myself.

Why didn't I come here in the first place it seemed better than where I landed in the forest. Before I could think further of it I was reminded of every reason why not.

This was the most predictable place for me to come and Aaron was smart as hell. The thing is I was lucky to get where I had because with the way I was thinking and how bad my condition was it was like God led me there on purpose to keep me hidden.

I've never been religious, hell I only visited the church when it was my mothers funeral and maybe one or two other time and then I had last gone there with Aaron.

Thinking of Aaron reminded me that I would have to actually speak to him today after almost one and a half month. I was scared beyond measure and had no idea what to say.

Do I tell him I am pregnant. Do I just not speak and maybe hearing his voice would help me make my decision. Yeah it was absolutely dumb but wouldn't hurt to try. I have his baby inside me and if his voice is whats suppose to make my decision than I won't give two thoughts to it being stupid or not.

I was still thinking when two large hands grabbed my arms and pulled me backwards I stumbled and crashed into something hard and warm. It was Mason.

"You would have definitely broken a teeth and while it would have been funny and I should have let you trip and fall face forward-I promised counselor Jason I'd bring you back home safe." He spoke behind my ear while I was still pressed to his front in shock. His voice was husky and just reminded me of something but I couldn't put my finger on it. Goosebumps erupted all the way to my back from to the nape of my neck.

"I can....take car-" I stopped mid sentence because maybe I was dreaming or Mason's hands were slowly sliding down my arms and now held my waist.

He suddenly turned me by my waist. Everything in my brain haywired the moment his hands started their journey. It soo much reminded me of Aaron. Why? I was definitely going crazy now.