Fragmented

Bring her Home

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"Let me die first or I'll die twice."

Aaron's POV:- 

"That's what happens. You let people in. They destroy you." Her voice left with a ghostly trace. 

I jolted awake with the loud piercing noise of my ringtone.

My back hurt like hell. Should've thought of that before passing out in my study room chair.

The caller ID was Charles PA. Eve. I checked the time on my wrist watch. It was 10am.

Fuck! I was late for work!

Standing up I put the phone to my ear as I heard the satisfying pops in my back.

"Eve I'm on my way. Gonna be there in twenty."

"Seems like he's been here all night." She replied at the other end.

"The meeting was at 10:30. Why did he stay there?" I frowned. I specifically told him yesterday that the meeting was at 10:30.

Charles was not doing good and I couldn't do anything about it. It's been the worst two months and 10 days of my life to be exact.

"I know it was at 10:30. He......I don't know what to do. He looks like hell and I think he's hungover as well." I was already in the shower.

"Don't worry just give me 15 minutes I'll be there get him to drink water and eat something. Try to sober him up. I'll be there soon." I shut off the call standing under the hot water calming my aching muscles.

Charles has been a spiraling mess and so have I been. He misses Ver.

A strange ache starts up every time a thought about her crosses my mind. I don't know how long I can keep up with trying to seem normal.

Nobody knows she's gone except me, charles, Eve, Bren and her friends. She left no trace and it's driving me insane every single day.

I can't sleep. I can't eat. I can't fucking think without her being right there just lingering in my thoughts where a slightest reminder is worth the ache of hundred needeles. It's been so bad that I've started seeing her.

Shattering part of all this was the sour realization of her absence after all the anger and the craziness of finding her died down. With it I feel like my hope of ever finding her is also dying.

Putting on my suit I combed my grown hair back to set them behind so dad doesn't see me for the mess I am.

Grown hair, beard and constant drinking and smoking. Yes, Aaron Flynn the heartthrob billionare to looking like a homeless drifter who looks like he's high on every drug known to man-24/7. He can't bring myself to focus on looks where he did keep care before.

All for the woman he loved but could never tell her when he had the chance.

If there were anyother way to say it I would have probably screamed it from the top of a roof that I'm just a stupid cunt to miss the chance of telling her how much I loved her. Deeply, madly, literally in love with the woman who I even got to call my wife and I fucking ruined it by lying to her face till the very end.

How fucking much I miss her.

I love her so much, it hurts me physically. I can feel my heart constricting every other second she crosses my mind.

I sped towards Alexander enterprises. It was absolutely necessary for me to be there before the board members arrive including my father. Given the condition Charles is being described in. This can be a problem.