Dont depend on me

why didnt you come to me?

Shivaay saw Annika shiver in fear,He couldnt control himself anymore. He rushed to annika just when the lights came back. Annika felt relieved once her vision became clear. She saw that Shivaay was stading just behind her. She felt strange as Shivaay was so close to her,yet he didnt come to her. That Shivaay who could feel her pain being miles apart couldnt hear her snobs standing meters away,she felt very strange. She wanted to question Shivaay on his weird behavior but thought it would be inappropriate to do that in front of everyone. After the sangeet ceremony was over,Annika rushed to her room without even looking at shivaay. Shivaay knew the reason behind her behavior. He didnt know how would he answer her questions once he enters the room."Why didnt you come to me?" Annika questioned as soon as Shivaay entered the room."What are you saying annika,i was with you throughout the dance" Answered shivaay trying to be ignorant." its not the dance i am talking about and you know it very well. When the lights went out,and i was shivering in fear why didnt you come to me when you were around me?"" You didnt call me out,so how would i know that you need me?"questioned shivaay." Oh so now i need to call you to tell you i need you Shivaay.I very well know that you can sense me and my feelings better than i do myself. You very well knew that i am so scared of darkness,then also you didnt come to comfort me" Each word of annika pierced shivaays heart,and tear which fell down from her eyes added to his pain."It was just Darkness annika and everyone was around,it was not like you were in some great trouble and i couldnt save you. Its not a big deal"Annika was shocked hearing these words from shivaays mouth. She couldnt comprehend that how could her shivaay say all this. Yes,it was just darkness,not a big deal. If anyone else would have said it Annika could understand but it was her shivaay saying those words. She knew that before hurting her shivaay would die million times.She took a glance towards him. His eyes spoke of the pain that he was hiding. His everyword had hurt him more then it had hurt Annika and Annika understood it very well. But she didnt know how to know what was the thing which was paining him. So she just decided to end the topic and go to sleep." Ya it was just darkness,I should learn to be more brave and self reliant. Not a big deal. Lets just sleep shivaay" With this Annika went to the bed and called shivaay to sleep too."You sleep Annika i have some work so i will have to be in the study room. Good night!" exclaimed shivaay.Shivaay went to the study room,locked the door took a glass vase and broke it to release all his pain,his anger on himself."How can i even say that to annika" saying that he squeezed the glass piece in his hand. Blood oozed out from his hand."Shivaay,open the door" he heard annikas voice.to be continued