Dont depend on me

Obros

Hi guys,

Sorry for updating after so many days . Now, these 3-4 chapters would be the final chapters of my story. Thank you for giving me so much support and encouraging me constantly. Honestly, This is my first story so i am not understanding how to carry it forward..Please give your suggestions on how the story should go on!

Omkara woke up to carry one his usual deeds. As soon as he woke up, he went to shivaay's room as usual. Shivaay was sleeping. These days he slept more or most of the time due to the effect of medications and his deteriorating body. Everyday it hurt Om to see his brother in this condition- Tubes all around his body, his ever so beautiful eyes surrounded by dark circles, his body had become pale. He would see the machines to check whether everything was normal. There was a nurse with Shivaay as that was the only condition by the doctor with which Shivaay was allowed to stay at home. Though nurse was at home, no one allowed her to do any kind of work for Shivaay, especially annika and gauri. Om told the nurse to go out as he wanted to spend some time alone with his big brother. That was his daily routine. He sat near shivaay, put his hand over his forehead lovingly and just stared at him. Each moment with shivaay would just flash in front of his mind. He remembered how whenever there would be fight at home, little Shivaay would come and wipe daadi's tears and close Om's ears. Rudra was not even born yet.He remembered how all three of them would go to the kitchen to run away from all the problems. He remembered how shivaay started making food at the age of 12 when om,rudra wanted to feel the love of mother's hand made food but no one in the house had time for it. Shivaay burnt his hand many time,but didnt stop till he learnt. He remembered how shivaay took him out of the clutches of drugs,handled the effects of withdrawal. In  many severe says, Om used to even throw things at him but shivaay in response would come near him,hold his shivering hands tightly and kiss on his head. Tears came out of Om's eyes and he started speaking to Shivaay,though he knew he won't get any response.

"How are you Shivaay. I know you are fine. I know you will be fine. You sleep peacefully, its your time to relax! But once you get well, i will put all my responsibilities on you! You lazy man how easily you transferred the property on my, Rudra's, bhabhi's name so easily so that you would not need to work. Such a easy way to sit ideal right! But don't think we are stupid that we wont understand your game. Right now me and Rudra and doing the office work, but once you are fine Main sara hisaab lunga!!"

Omkara kissed shivaay's hand and then put his head over shivaay's chest and kissed there on his heart.

"Why did you have to do that shivaay? I know that you feel that i don't remember the truth! But i remember everything. i remember how once when only me, you and daadi were at home, i fell in the pool and you saved me but yourself couldn't swim! I remember how you were rushed to the hospital where the doctor's saved you with great difficulty! i remember everything shivaay! though i didn't understand the truth at that time but after growing is searched about it and found it. I know that due the the pressure of water on your heart, your main artery got severely damaged due to which you have the heart condition. I also know how you requested daadi and doctor uncle to lie to everyone about your condition,tell everyone that you had this heart condition from birth but was diagnosed now. You did that so chhoti ma won't blame me right!"

Om broke down and started crying bitterly.

" Kyu kia aisa shivaay? You thought i dont remember right. Yes i was very small, but how can i forget the day when i almost lost you. But now you don't worry, we wont let anything happen to you. Nobody can take you away from me."

Omkara felt someone's hand over his head. He instantly said " Shivaay" but was dissapointed to see that shivaay was still sleeping. He saw Rudra standing near him.

" Dont cry O! why are you crying when there is no reason to cry for. Don't you know bhaiyya is superman. He will get well soon,get up and shout at both of us for not working properly. And bhaiyya i am really angry on you. Because of you i have to go to the office. Does it suit a handsome,good looking man and young man like me to go to office and do that boring work. It suites old,boring people like you bhaiyya so wake up and do your work properly. Kab tak main apka kaam sambhalu,when will you learn"

Tears beamed in rudra's eyes too, but he wiped them away. He was determined to save his brother and gave the same strength to Om also. Both of them hugged shivaay tightly and went away to again try and find about the best of doctors. Whatever be the condition, they would be a wall between death and shivaay.

to be continued