Forget About Me | Jung Hoseok

Chapter 18- His hand on mines sets off a wave

Soonji

After that day Hobi spent as much time as he could with me. At first I didn't like it because I was still mad.

I'm still mad now but not as much.

"To sum up this month, I think I'm starting to fix myself." Hobi smiled at me proudly "Looks like I'm doing my job well!" I pulled him close to me and hugged him. Why did I do this I have no clue.

He's soft and makes me feel warm which I've finally accepted. I'm okay with him, I'm fine with him making me feel things. He wrapped his arms around my lower back. "Hey Hobi."

"Hm?" Just that little noise he made,made my heart burst. He's adorable. "That day where we did um..." he sighed and pulled out of our hug. I felt cold again. "You don't have to apologize it's okay." I gulped and sat down next to him.

"I wanna do it again." He had to do a double take of what I just said. "A-are you sure?" I nodded my head.

I had to make sure if what I'm feeling is true.

"Positive?" I nodded again. "Why?" I crossed my arms "Are you stalling?" That's when he looked worried "No don't take it that way!" I couldn't resist smiling at him. He looked like a child who was explaining to his mother that he didn't brake a vase.

"Then?" He placed his hand on mines setting off a wave of emotions on me. "I just wasn't sure if you would've wanted to do it again."

"Let it be my present for starting to love myself." He smirked and leaned in for a kiss.

I'm sober now,now I can remember every detail.

Every kiss. Every touch. Every movement. 

And most importantly every feeling I'm getting I'll remember.

Because if I'm sure I'm falling in love with him.