Chasing Rainbows // Zach Herron

Chapter 27

Bella
*first person*

"So I was thinking, how about you and Zach meet up, you guys can talk about what happened?" James said to me as I picked up a sweater.

"No, no. I promised myself I wouldn't go back to him in the first place, I did, and now look what happened. I mean for gods sake I hooked up with Jonah-"

"Jonah Marais?" James gasped and he plopped down on my bed.

"Yes. Jonah as in Zach's best friend" I said feeling the guilt pile up inside of me. "It just sort of happened"

"Okay but tell me what it was like with Joooonah" James said dragging out the 'o' in his name.

I chucked my sweater at him and gasped in disgust. "You have a boyfriend, you dumb bitch" I yelled and laughed.

"Yeah, Yeah. He'd want to know too. Trust me, Jonah is what every gay guy fantasizes about." James chuckled and looked at me. "But seriously, you and Zach. You guys are meant for each other."

I sighed and plopped down on my bed next to James. "If weren't meant for each other, tell me why he keeps cheating on me. Why he's such a douche bags but at other times he's what every girl dreams of. I'm just confused" I said and sighed once again.

"I know, honey. But maybe this will make you realize that you love him and need him in your life. He for sure needs you after what happened" James said and I shit my head up.

"Wait what, what happened?"

"His mom took the kids back to Texas. She felt like he was too much of a danger for them." James shook his head. "He's falling apart without you. Jonah asked me to talk to you about this, Jonah already openly told him about you guys, but he never told me about it." James said. "I'm just saying, give it a try, because this-" He said grabbing my arm that showed the scary truth about relapsing. "This can't happen anymore."

"Okay, Fine. I'll try. But after this, if it doesn't go okay, never again, okay?"

"Deal" James said and hugged me. "I never want you to hurt yourself again"

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