REVENGE NERD (Complete) 2019

Proceeding the plan

Here I am, stepping out of the Eye doctor office. My glasses are now completely gone, well not yet, my contacts are coming in a few days from now. This is just one of the many steps to changing myself. 

♡♡♡2 weeks later♡♡♡
It was now August. My contacts came in a few days ago. I've been working out a lot, well acutally all day and almost everyday i work out like really hard. Day and night. Even Brody said that I was working too hard, and he works out about half of the day when he's not doing anything. But I had to do it to reach my goal i wanted to accomplish my goal. What was my goal, you ask? Of course, to have the perfect body. I was too skinny, and I didn't have curves i wanted a big butt but not to big i wanted it because I wanted the girl bullies to know that I can outshine them in any shape. I've been eating more to gain weight,for my butt but that's not the only thing I wanted, I also wanted abs. I wanted abs I wanted it to match my body. But 2 weeks does do you rught when you workout day and night. And if you eat the right meals you'll actually get curves. Well. Of course, I'm only just getting started. 

School was about to start very soon and dad already registered me at my old school. 

Ugh just great. No. I don't even want to go to school. But I do want to see their reactions. When they see the new and improved me.

Moving on, today I was going shopping at the mall. I got my dad's permission again togo and he said that he'll send me to the mall with one of the maids and guard. Oh and he gave me his credit card. Can't forget about the card. But I was going to buy girly clothes, and me a phone. My dad told me to go buy some designer. I mean it's the same as any other clothes but it was just name brand clothes. It's not like I don't like them, it's just that I never had a chance to buy them since I was saving for my mom's treatment, but now I don't need to do that anymore, sadly. I wish mom was still here everything would have been still great. I wish we were still one family with my dad. We would be a happy family who watches movies together, goes shopping together, and other things like having party's. But of course, it was too good to be true. Everything good must comes to a end. 

"Dear. You have such gorgeous eyes." Cynthia said, while looking into my eyes while the driver was still driving to the mall. 

My eyes? Well. No one, but my mom really said anything about them. They were hazel, and they turned really light under the sunlight and any light. "Thank you your the second person ever to say that". Do you really think that?" I asked her. I never really minded them since I wore glasses. 

"Yes dear. They remind me of a pretty  princess. Not just the color, but the girl behind it." I didn't really know what she meant. I know I'm not a pretty princess, I mean look at me. I'm trying to change myself for other people, im trying to change myself for other people instead of loving myself. That's not what a princess does. A princess is already perfect. 

I didn't say anything after that because we arrived at the mall. When I stepped out i looked up at the sign Wilson evny. He has a mall no wonder he is so rich. First store we went to was Forever 21. Everyone at this store either had their friends or family around them and they were all looking perfect. They were carrying loads of bags and trying clothes on. Taking pictures of themselves because they felt confident in themselves. I felt a little worried. Will I ever be like them? What if I fail and people will still bully me? I don't think I can deal with that anymore. Or let alone put up with it.

"Look dear! This will look so beautiful on you!" Cynthia exclaimed. Cynthia reminded me of my grandma, who passed away. She was always outgoing and she would always tell me stories about falling in love. 

I took the deniem shorts with desgins on it that Cynthia was holding, it was pretty. But will it be pretty on me? "It is pretty." I said, eyeing it with so much admiration. I was new to this shopping thing. I didn't even know where to start. I mean this is the first time I've been in this store. I didn't know what would look good on me or if any of these clothes would even look good on me. I didn't even know where to pay! 

"Try it on". I want to see how it looks on you." she said sweetly with a huge smile on her face. 

I nodded and walked to where the dressing rooms were. I was confident to try it on because, well I know that it was going to be some chances that it will look pretty on me? What would it look like from the back? So many thoughts ranned through my head.

Cynthia saw and said, "Oh dear! It looks so wonderful on you! You look so cute and so gorgeous! Oh! We have to get more of those! You look wonderful!" she gushed. Was she telling the truth? What if she saying that because I'm her boss' daughter? 

After debating with myself, I decided to try it on. I tried it on with a peach tank top with designs and made my way outside. I was kind of enjoying shopping

Cythania saw me and bug smile appeared on her face she said "Oh my god you look amazing"

"R-really? I mean, I can always try something else on." I said, sounding unsure. 

"Nonsense! It fits you perfectly! Come! We must find some more clothes for you." she dragged me along the whole store, and that's how our 4 hour shopping trip at Forever 21 went. 

After 4 hours of shopping at Forever 21, I asked, "So what do we do now" I didn't really know how normal girls went shopping, I mean I've never been on a shopping spree before. Oh and luckily we found the checkout. 

"Oh we go shopping for more things dear! Like shoes, bags, jewelry, many things! Your dad told me to buy as many things as you need!" Cynthia exclaimed, I couldn't help but smile at her since she was always so happy. Once again, she dragged me to another store, and that's how my day was spent. I had a lot of fun today