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*Your POV*

I cry during the whole ride until the sun goes down. The only noise is made by me.. I'm sobbing like crazy and he's not saying a word. God I never hated anybody that much. I've never been angrier at somebody.. than myself.

Why didn't I just stay home like a normal person? Did I need air? Couldn't I just open a window or sit in a corner and cry? I got myself into this. Not him.

The fact that I have nobody who could help me or who I know makes me feel so alone.. I know he doesn't care. If he would he would do something but he's only doing his job.

Who knows with what that old noble douchebag is forcing him to work for him.. or maybe he's his son..

*Ethan's POV*

He told me that she would take a while to get used to it and that she would need my help.. he said I should be as nice to her as I can because she's important and that I shouldn't leave her alone.. I know he's right.

I've never seen a girl crying like this. I've seen many girls cry but not like this. She's such a crybaby.

Every girl that we got was either fed up with her life or already ready to do this but she isn't and that will make things really difficult for me but I know el patrón (boss) made it clear that she has to do this.

»You've done a great job. I'm proud of you son.« he said.. he's not my biological father but for me he is the only father that I could ever have. My dad left me when I was ten years old and my mom is a stupid alcoholic who acts like everything is fine.

She thinks she can make everything alright but she can't. She's a big heart and a clean soul but she's helpless. I know she loves me but I don't love her. I don't love anybody. I can't love anybody. There's nothing as love in this world.

Capo (Boss) got me out of my broken fam when I was eleven. I was walking through the streets all alone with flames in my eyes that could burn everything down.. I was as angry as a child could be..

I was alone.. I was mad.. while all the kids where playing soccer outside, I've been just stealing things and seeing dangerous people as role models.. suddenly he was standing in front of me with two of his bodyguards.. I looked up at him and I was amazed from the first second on.

For me he was a superhero that couldn't be found in movies.. he smiled at me and I was hypnotized. He was a wonder and he still is.

He helped me without wanting anything in exchange. He only told me to work for him and that I'd have anything that I wanted. And until I would grow up he would take care of me. He did that.

My childhood went by with stealing stuff so I could somehow help my mom, my brother and stay alive instead of starving. I didn't have any friends and I don't want any. I've always been alone and I've never been loved..

Of course I'm going home sometimes to check on mom or just chill but I'm trying my best to not spend too much time at home. Unfortunately she is my mom and I can't let her die.

She doesn't know what I'm doing and I know it would hurt her and break her heart into pieces but I don't care about that.

Capo was something like my savior.. I don't know why he chose me but that doesn't matter either. He did and I'm thankful. Now I have everything that I need and I don't want more. I'm only doing my job. Not more..

I thanked him and he handed me a big money bundle. Ten thousand dollars.

»You know I don't-..« I said but he cut me off.. I don't like taking money from him although I'm working for him. He already gives me everything that I want and need and it seems wrong to do that.