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Fakers

*Ethan's POV*

For the first time I'm actually scared during a shooting. I'm scared of dying. I've never been scared of dying because I never had something to lose but since I have Y/N I can't leave yet. I know she needs me and I can't leave her alone.. and I need her. We need each other..

Although I need to concentrate because I'm going to be shot otherwise I just can't stop thinking about her and that makes me crazy. It makes me crazy because I already miss her and being without her is so hard. It's unbearable..

It's already late and after this mission we have a meeting with him and he wanted to talk to me like damn what the fuck I can't wait until he gets married so I can take over with my princess.

He doesn't know about anything yet and I'm not going to tell him because as soon as he's not Pablo anymore he has nothing to say.

It's not like I hate him and I want to betray him but I need to take care of my future. I'm thankful because I wouldn't be able to do this all without him but still.. there's nothing I can do.

Soon I'll be Pablo and I'll change everything. I'll make everything easier.. and there are some questions that I have.. that I need to ask Y/N really really fast..

*Your POV*

Grayson and I decided to have a picnic in the dark. We got really close these past days.. it hurts to be with him instead of Ethan but there is nothing I can do about it. I trust him and I have to be patient.

It's still cold outside and there's still a lot of snow but I still wear something that's revealing a lot. I don't do it for him. I do it mostly for myself because I feel pretty.

Before I exit I see Giselle waving me over to her. I walk towards her and realize how worried she looks. The last time I've seen that look I ended up in

Pablo's office again. So I let my hair fall in my neck and try to keep calm.

»What's up?« I ask and she furrowed her eyebrows slowly..

»Y/N.. we haven't seen Beverly after your fight..« she asks and my stomach drops. I totally forgot about this. Ethan told me how he drowned her.

He ended what I couldn't and he did the right thing. I'm glad he did it. More like thankful because if he wouldn't have done it I would fight her again until she would die.

He did it before the dinner that we had with his mom. I love my man.

»Is she going to come back or..?« she already knows the question I think.. so I just take a deep breath and look away.. »Uh.. no.. not really..« I say and she looks at me eyes wide open.

She just looks surprised. Not sad or shocked. Just surprised. I don't know for how long she is in this business and I think she is also already used to it. I mean she better be.

»Good I got it. Hope everything is fine between you two.« she says smiling. I nod and smile back. »Everything is fine. Gotta go!« I say and give her a hug.

We decided to not talk to anybody about or relationship anymore. About nothing. Not even compliments. So I hug her and exit as fast as I can because I don't want to be disrespectful.

We won't risk to let anybody interfere anymore.

When I get into Grayson's car he looks down at me while I'm trying to catch my breath. »Sorry I let you wait!« I say and hug him.

We do hug each other.. but no kisses. Whenever he tries to kiss me or even asks I slap him.. not that hard but enough for him to understand. We really got closer..