All Night || d.t

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*Ethan's POV*

I lock my car and walk towards the entrance. Everything is so perfect and so amazing I just can't stop smiling.

The plans that I have in my head are going to turn out amazing if everything goes like I want it and I'm sure it will.

I enter. The club is booming like every night. Before I can even make my way to the stairs I see Y/N how she's rushing downstairs right towards me with furrowed eyebrows, red eyes and a clenched jaw. I've never seen her so angry.

This seems like a dream? Like what the hell is going on and why is she rushing so much?

I furrow my eyebrows but before I can look at her she pushes me back outside right through the entrance. I don't understand what's going on but I know that something bad happened.

I really have enough of drama. Just when I thought that we could be happy without any problem I have to see her like this.

When we're outside where nobody is besides the securities she looks up at me and into my eyes. She's breathing heavily.

I look at her totally confused and before I can ask her what's going on she just asks »Why do you hate me so much?« and I can't believe my ears.

Me hating her? Did she drink without me? I doubt that she's okay. What the hell made her think this?

»What are you talking about? You know how much I love you and that I would die for you!« I say knowing that something seriously is wrong.

That makes me worry and it scares me. Who knows what happened.. what she heard or found out..

She looks like she doesn't believe me..

»Then why do you keep lying to me?« she asks with a shaking voice and body. She looks so hurt and I don't even know what I've done. I don't know what to do now.

»Wha-..« she cuts me off and says »Why didn't you tell me that Grayson is Tyler's best friend and that you've spent thanksgiving with my family? How could you use me for that?« she asks totally hurt and almost crying.

Holy piss this is not good. Can someone dig my grave already? Now I start panicking as well. How did she find out about this? Did they talk about it?

Does Grayson know everything now? And how did this even happen I don't understand anything honestly I should make her record everything next time.

»AND YOU SAY YOU HATE LIARS!« she screams and I look away. I scratch my chin and bite my lower lip. She's about to chop my head off and she has every right to do that. Her voice is so high and hurt...

»How could you risk that? One mistake or word of mine and he would've known everything!« she says through her teeth almost losing it. I have no clue how to comfort her right now.

»How could you let me be with him knowing that he's so close to Tyler?« she asks and I could swear she's about to punch me. Fellas this is the best time to just shut up and let your lion lady scream because she's right.

»Do you know how it felt to listen to him talking about my family and act like I don't know anything? I got a fucking anxiety attack!« she says and she's right like.. I know what I've done was shit but it really wasn't my purpose.

»You keep using me and lying to me! You never tell me anything!« she says digging her finger into my chest. It hurts but I don't back off.

Not only that hurts. It also hurts that she's feeling like this right now and that she's right.. and that she thinks I want bad for her.

»Why are you doing this to me? Why do you keep using me? What were you trying to do? People don't do that with those who they love?« she's keeping her shit together so much.. her words hurt more but she's right once again.