All Night || d.t

No way out

*Ethan's POV*

It's the second week after New Year's Eve. A lot of time has past. Too much in my eyes. After I found out that my dad was working for Pablo and that he took me with him for his own needs everything changes. In my eyes.

I put the folder back and acted like I've been still reading and signing that stuff. I acted like I haven't seen anything.

He didn't notice anything. His office is the only room in his mansion that doesn't have a camera.

I was more than pissed. Beyond mad and betrayed but I had to act off. I succeeded. He still doesn't know that I know anything.

I keep going like always and just act like nothing happen but he doesn't know yet that as soon as he'll get married I'll kick his ass and make him disappear.

I guess he saw the potential in me, he saw how I would risk my life for him, how loyal I am and that I would make it.. otherwise I couldn't explain myself why he would hand me everything that he had.

Guess it didn't turn out like he wanted it because I'm not like my dad. I was so thankful that he saved me over all these years and actually I would kill him too because of what he's done to dad but he still saved my life.

Who knows where or what I would be doing without him right now. I owe him the respect.. for now. So I gotta keep my shit together until the wedding.

New Year's Eve was great. I've spent it with Y/N. She already healed and he can move like she could before. She's a fast healer. Thank god.

Now it's snowing again.. it's dark and silent.. we lit up some candles. I'm still sweating and my hair is still messy. Somehow her hair always manages to be straight and beautiful after we fuck although I run my hand through her like crazy.

I can feel both of our hearts racing.. I love touching her like no one could.. I love feeling her body tensing.. I love hearing her soft, warm and quiet moans.. I love everything about her..

She looks at me and hold my hand while I already sat up. She's still laying under the blanket and covering her body..

She interlocks her hand with mind and asks »What would you have done if I would've died that night?« out of nowhere. She means my birthday when she got stabbed from my brother who's already dead.

She knows about everything. I told her about it. Even that I've talked to Tyler and every other little detail that I didn't want her to miss. She was really shocked and couldn't believe me but she didn't say anything. She seemed proud.

She looks so soft and so tired.. it's so quiet.. I squeeze her hand and answer. »I would've died with you. Do you think I would make it a second without my moonflower?« I ask looking at her. I'm more than serious.

If she would've died I would've killed myself because she's all I'm fighting for and without her, life would've lost its colors and value. It would've lost everything in my eyes..

First she smiles but then she says »No seriously..« I guess she doesn't believe that I would really do it. Or she just wants to hear it. Well then I'll let her hear it.

»Seriously.. I would've killed myself. Do you think that I'd like to live without you? There's no life without you. Either you or death. You're stuck with me..« I say and she furrows her eyebrows with a smile. »Should I be scared?« she asks and I nod slowly totally hypnotized by her eyes.

Just when I want to say something my phone rings. I swear to god one day I'm going to throw that thing away or make someone eat it. I grab it from the nightstand and see Pablo's name on it.