*Your POV*The night after thanksgiving I'm actually very sad. I don't know what he's doing or where he is right now and it upsets me that he can't be here with me now or that I can't be with him..
Without him I feel like I'm trapped here.. I'm already tired of seeing the same things every single night.. the same walls, the same view, the same people, the same music, the same atmosphere.
He's the only thing that makes everything look different.. the only thing that keeps me going and motivated. Without him I already would've killed myself.
I wish someone could just send me to the moon with him and never back. It seems like the whole world has lost its colors when he's not around.
Like every song sounds the same.
Like it doesn't even matter anymore if the world spins or not.
Like it DOES matter if the world doesn't spin because I don't want to spend even a minute without him.
I sigh and lean my elbows on the counter..
I decided to help out a little bit since I haven't been doing anything lately and to be honest I miss it.
I miss being busy and doing something that keeps me fit and going. I could never just lay around while he's not around. I would die.
»You seem tired..« someone says so I lift my head and drop my jaw when I see Grayson standing in front of me. This is annoying me very slowly but surely..
We've never he appears either Ethan and I argue, I feel bad or Ethan freaks out or anything else that ruins something. He's pissing me off. Obviously I like the bad guys and not those university dudes.
»You won't give up huh?« I Ask and sigh. He smirks. »Nope.« he says leaning in. I put my hands on the counter and lean in as well so that there's only a little space left between us.
Something about him has changed..
He's more confident.. and something else that I couldn't figure out yet.
»Did you get my flowers?« he asks still smirking and looking at my lips.. what the hell is wrong with him?
Yes he is hot but I won't let him affect me and that's only because he looks like E.
I smirk back and nod. »What do you want from me?« I Ask and he whispers »Everything.« I'm shook. What the hell happened to him.
This is so weird.. but I like it better than a selfish narcissistic bastard because he's been unbearable.
I raise my eyebrows totally impressed.»Eat dinner with me tomorrow.« he says and I'm shocked. I laugh. »What if I tell you that I have a boyfriend?« I ask still smirking softly.. he looks at my neckline.. that bastard..
»Then I would tell you that you wouldn't work here if you had one.« he says with a raspy voice and god.. nothing has ever pissed me off that much.. it shouldn't but it does..
Ethan is my boyfriend and I am here.. but he told me he would get me out of here but he's not telling me anything.. I need to stop thinking like this.. he's not going to wash my brain.
He's not going to wash my fucking brain. I don't give a damn about what he says. I'm not going to let him ruin my mood even more. He doesn't know about anything and he can't just act like he's gonna get me or something.
»Point goes to you.« I say because I'm not going to argue about this shit. So try to suppress my anger. I've changed my mind. I don't like how he's changed..
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