Shy

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*Your POV*

»Everything. Well we already know your family but Friends, places you used to visit, things you used to do, stuff you like, when you get your period, if you have a boyfriend or any diseases, if you're a virgin or not. Things like these.« my jaw drops and I look at him eyes wide open.

Did I hear that right? My heart starts racing.. especially how he raised his brow when he said 'virgin'.

»Excuse me? These things are none of your business how could you ask a girl about things like these I mean that's personal stuff! And this can't be standing on this paper!« I say really fast with a shaking voice almost stuttering. I've never felt that uncomfortable because no one ever had the courage to ask me things like these.

He furrows his eyebrows. »I need to know this because this is your damn job. You don't need to be embarrassed. You can tell me everything. You can't even imagine what I've seen and I'm sure you're the finest one..« he says and I swallow.

I'm the finest one? And I really can't imagine what he's seen.. I'm too shy to answer all this stuff and how couldn't I be embarrassed I mean for me he's still a stranger and I can't tell him personal stuff.. but on the other side he's not a stranger anymore..  and was that a compliment? He shows me the paper and these things are truly standing there. Is this even legal?

»Are you going to talk or do I need to get it out of you by myself?« he says leaning in. He's getting mad. What does he mean with getting it out of me? Is he going to hit me again? Oh god I need to stop thinking too much..

I cough and start telling him everything that he wants to know. If I do what he says nothing will happen to me and if everything goes right I'll be safe.. all this talking about drugs and clubs and stuff is scaring me so staying safe is important...

I wanted to get out of my old life and now I'm here.. this was not what I wanted... I'm just scared. I don't want to be here and I don't want to do this all but I need to be strong. For now I need to keep going and do whatever they say no matter what it is.

When I'm done he nods like he's satisfied. »And?« he asks.. I raise my eyebrows. »And?« I repeat. »Virgin or not? Did you think I'd skip this question..?« he asks looking at me like he's going to kill me and I feel like I can't breathe once again.

I actually hoped he wouldn't notice that I didn't answer that one. I bite my lower lip and then my inner cheek.. »I am.« I admit and feel the heat in my cheeks. Can I please disappear? This is so embarrassing..

»Oh.« he says surprised.. »Oh.« I repeat. He looks actually softer now. »So you don't know anything about.. this stuff..« I look away and shake my head very fast.. he runs his hand through his hair and nods.

»This'll take more time than I thought.« he says. »You said you're the cheerleader captain?« he asks.. I nod totally thankful he changed the subject... »That means you're good at dancing and your body is flexible. I knew it.« he says smirking.

I get goosebumps with his smirk. What is wrong with me? Why does he make me feel like that? Can he please stop smirking? I just nod. »That's perfect.« he's enjoying this. Such an asshole..

I keep my hands under the table and look at him. He stands up and puts the questionnaire into a folder and hands it to the guy on the bar.. all my personal informations are in someone's hand who I don't know..

Red hair leans onto the bar and keeps smirking. »What are you staring at? Move your ass up here.« he says and I do what he says. I walk towards him and he walks out of the club. Obviously we're leaving again. I roll my eyes.

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