The Pain

The Pain ch.44

Veronica

Dear Veronica,
I'm sorry about everything I've put you through. I'm sorry for the hurt and pain I've gave you. I wasn't ready for a child when you were born. So I treated you as if you weren't human. Which I never should of done. You are human. Just like everyone else and you deserve so much that my selfish self could not give you.

I left because it was to much. To much for me to handle. You were to much for me to handle. My depression was only getting worse, so I left. Worst choice I've ever made.

I never should of left. Im doing this right now because I need to see your father again. I need you to live out your life not fearing me like you did when you were young.

So bye Veronica. I hope you live the rest of your life happy.
-Mom

Im in tears by the end of this letter. I felt my head fall on to the table as my pool of tears fell on it. Lucas was sitting next to me rubbing my back and holding my hand. I felt myself lean in closer to him and eventually I was in his arms.

"I'm so sorry my love." I hear Lucas whispers in my ear.

"We can't do anything now." I say feeling the tears slowly stopping. I feel so safe in his embrace. His warm arms wrapped around me. His shirt is damp from me crying. He doesn't seem to care though.

"We should call the police." He says. I nod my head.

After Lucas calls them, they are at my house about ten minuets later. They told us to get whatever we need because there was no way I could stay at my house. Because now it's a crime scene.

As I'm packing my things I need (which is all my school stuff and my clothes and the other things I need) I hear the door bell ring. Which Lucas goes and gets. Immediately there are a whole bunch of people fleeing in my house. There are police officers and medics scattered all over my house to investigate.

The door to my room opens. I watch as Lucas enters. "Hey." Is all he says.

"Hi." I say. I put my second bag on my bed and sit down. I feel Lucas sit down next to me.

"What are you thinking?" He says, turning to look at me more.

"I'm not really sure." I say, looking into his brown chocolate eyes. "It hasn't really sunken in yet. I just feel like crawling up into a ball and start crying." But then there's a knock at my bedroomdoor.

Lucas jumps up and I slowly rise as he goes to the door. There is a..... detective? Standing the door.

"Hi." He starts, "Im Joe and you must be Veronica right? And Lucas?" He says give us questioning glares. We both nod our heads in response.

"Well I was wondering if I could ask you both some questions?" He says.

Lucas looks at me to approve which I nod my head. "Sure." Lucas says.

About twenty questions later, Joe is finally done asking questions. He literally recorded every answer we said. Most of the questions were aimed at me though and I started crying by the fourth one. Most of the questions I didn't have an answer to which I know doesn't help them at all.

After that they kick us out. Saying they would call me some time with more information.

Lucas is holding one of my bags and I'm holding the other. We reach his car and put my stuff in the back. Me and Lucas then both get in his car and drive off.

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This is what I came up. I did all of this while listening to Mean Girls soundtrack from the Broadway musical. It's honestly amazing! Just like Hamilton but that's like a million times better! Sorry, I love musicals. Anyway hope you liked this chapter. Byeeeee✌️