DING (tracob)

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Later that night they are in bed laying side by side. Looking up at nothing.

Troye doesn't really know how they got here laying together nearing 1 in the morning doing nothing. But they are, here.

Troyes really just wants to talk to Jacob, to tell him how he feels and what he wants to do.

But Troye feels like that's wrong because this is there 3rd day seeing each other ever for Christ sake. Troye feels like he's moving to fast and that scares him.

That scares him because he has no idea where Jacob lays. How deep are Jacobs feelings, does Jacob even have feelings for him?

This could just be a casual thing for Jacob. Or maybe just a sex thing, even though all they have done so far is phone sex.

But this could be part of a plan? But Troye hopes Jacob wouldn't stoop that low.

Troye wishes he could read peoples mind then he would be able to tell what Jacob is thinking cause right now it's fucking impossible.

Fuck.

Troye doesn't know what to do.

Troyes so confused with himself.

He really want to suck Jacobs cock, but then he just wants to keep his distance because he can't get to close they are going to leave each other and it's inevitable and Troye can't go through that again.

But fuck he really wants too. He really wants to get close to Jacob. To kiss his lips and hold his hand. Fuck does he want to feel Jacobs big hands in his own. His big warm hands.

He wants to feel Jacob on top of him all heavy and warm heat, he wants to feel Jacob under him swearing and sweating while troye rides him. He want to feel Jacob inside of him.

He wants.

He wants.

He wants.

Fuck he wants Jacob.

And now he's hard with Jacob right here next to him for the 300th fucking time because that's all he can do. Get hard in front of Jacob and embarrass himself.

He can't get up because Jacob will see it so he turns on his side.

He really wants Jacob to help him.

Should he ask Jacob for help? Would that be weird to just come out and ask someone to help with your hard on.

Hey Jacob I know this is like the 3rd day we are seeing each other ever but please do me a favour and put your pretty mouth on my dick.

Troye needs to stop thinking about it cause he's actually going to come in his pants.

Troye can't take it anymore so he gets up off the bed and in to the bathroom to get himself off.

He tries not to be too loud as he wraps him hand around his own dick. His own cold dumb hand.

Not a big warm Jacob hand.

And that's how he comes with Jacobs name on the tip of his tongue. Always thinking about Jacob.

Jacob Jacob Jacob.

Fuck he's fucked.

He quickly cleans up, making it sound like he used the bathroom so it's less suspicious and goes back into the room to lay down.

He's laying down for all but 3 minutes then.....

"Next time you can ask me to help you. I'll be more than happy"

Troye doesn't say anything. Because What the fuck does he say to that.

He can only nod even though he's most likely not going to but he just does it to show Jacob he's listening.

He has to go to sleep. So he turns to his side and tries.

Before he drifts off he hears.

"Fuck Troye you have no idea what you do to me"

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PROMO:

Y'all should go read "guilty love, broken heart"
I made it in request of my best friend it's about Calum hood and it's going to be good I hope.