DING (tracob)

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If you were to ask Jacob what the fuck he is doing with his life he honestly wouldn't know.

Because right now, sitting in the middle of the hotel room with his knees up to his chest. He's empty.

Empty, and very, very drunk.

It's 3:34am and troye isn't fucking back yet and Jacob has successfully thought of the worst.

What the fuck did I do wrong?, Jacob has asked himself about a hundred times and still can't figure it out.

He's so mad. Mad at troye for leaving him,mad at this trip for making him fall even more in love with the beautiful boy, with bright blue eyes.

And mad at this world for making him fall in love with someone who isn't capable of being loved.

Or at least that's what he has tried to tell himself.

That its troye. It's Troyes fault that he's here right not sitting on the floor drunk. It's Troyes fault because he can't be loved. Too young to know what love is.

Fuck. Jacob needs to get his shit together and get his head out of his ass.

He really just wants to talk to troye and tell him what and Asshole he is being.

So logically that's what he does.

Getting up and stumbling over to the bed, where his phone is laying next to the other two empty bottles of wine.

He goes to Troyes number and calls.

Of course it goes straight to voicemail, so he leaves one.

"Fuck you, troye....I don't know what your doing...o-or why you are doing it but fuck you...I miss you. No actually I don't....because you clearly don't miss me. And if you don't miss me......then I don't miss me. So fuck you troye."

He ends it with a sigh.

Three seconds later he calls again.

No answer.

"Please troye...j-just call me back so I know your s-safe at least. I'm sorry......."

He ends it with a broken off "please" and goes to lay down on the bed, after almost successfully knocking down half the shit on the night stand.

He just lays there and wonders why the fuck this is his life.

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