I Guess I'm Sorry [S.M]

Chapter 13

Arya's POV

"I should get home now." I said to Shawn after checking the time, it's a little past four and Sierra will probably be home in an hour.

"Yeah okay." he said. I walked over and grabbed my bag, and walking over to Shawn on the couch. I bent down and kissed him.

"See ya soon." I said and walked off. "Call me later!" he said as I walked out the door.

"Sure!" I said and closed the door behind me.

I walked down to my car and jumped in, I started the engine and drove home. I got home and went in, looking for Sierra, but she wasn't home yet.

I went into my room and changed my clothes. I was still wearing the clothes from the meeting, so I changed into some yoga pants and a sweatshirt Shawn left here. It smelled like him and I missed him already. It's literally 20 minutes since I saw him, get your shit together girl!

I walked into the kitchen and sat on the barstool, scrolling through my phone. Suddenly the door opened and Sierra came in.

"Hey girl!" I said to her and she smiled at me.

"How was your day?" I asked and she came to the kitchen and took a glass of water.

"Good, what about you?"

"Good I spent most of it with Shawn so... yeah, are you hungry?" I asked her.

"No i ate at school."

"Okay," i wasn't very hungry myself so I guess we skip dinner today. "I need to ask you something, um Shawn and I would like to go on a little trip, like a getaway, but are you alright with that? You can stay with his family if you want..." I said.

"Oh no I'll be fine, you can just go. Where are you going anyway?" she asked curiously.

"I don't know, maybe New York or something..."

"When?" she asked walking back to her room.

"A couple of days I think." I answered her. "Okay!" she said as she closed the door.

I went back to my room and laid down on my bed. I decided to call Shawn.

S: hello?

A: hey babe

S: oh hey Arya

A: Um it's okay for Sierra to be alone so we can literally take off whenever you want.

S: that's great!

A: yeah, but I was thinking, maybe we should go to Hawaii?

S: Oooh that sounds so good.

A: yeah!

I interrupted myself because I heard some noises on the other side of the phone, from Shawn.

A: You okay?

Nothing, just noises, and something that sounded like whisper-yelling...?

A: Shawn are you alright?

Still nothing.

A: Do you need me to come over? What's going on??

S: Oh no it's nothing, I gotta go, see ya!

And then the line went dead. Weird... He sounded so different, like he didn't talk to me anymore, but pretended to talk to someone else.

Oh Arya stop! You're overthinking!

My mind didn't stop thinking and sleep wouldn't come easily with so many thoughts going around in my head, so I decided to call him again.

S: hey it's Shawn! Leave a message and I'll call you!

Great, voicemail. But I need to speak with him! I called once again, but no response at the other side of the line. So I texted him.

Arya:

Shawn are you alright? Please call me!

No answer came. My eyes grew heavier and soon sleep got me, but it wasn't a good type of sleep. It was the disturbed and unhealthy sleep. It definitely didn't help with a nightmare I had.

I woke up the next day, tired because of a night with an uncomfortable sleep. I looked over at my phone, still no notifications from Shawn. What is going on?!

First he want to go on a getaway with me and then he suddenly just breaks the contact with me...?

I tried to call him again, but he didn't pick up. I didn't know what to do today, Sierra was already at school, so what am I supposed to do now?

For a long time I sat on the couch and watched the sun rise. How the colors changed and blended with each other. I thought of a hobby I hadn't done in years, not since my parents died, and I decided to do it again.

A lot of people who have met thinks I paint, or draw. Many of them tells me how much of an artist I could be, but they just judge me by my looks. Not my real interests, I bet I could shock a lot of people by telling them I don't like to paint, and that my savior is my bow. Yes, I am into archery. And that is what I'm doing today.

I got dressed in my workout clothes and headed for my car. I drove a little while before I reached an arena. It's an indoor arena and are owned by an sports club. I have a membership, so I can come and go whenever I want.

They have an amazing part for archery, and I just to come here with my mom. She also trained with the bow. I haven't been here since then, and it hurts a lot. But it's a long time ago and now it's more like honoring her memory.

I walked in the doors and into the reception. Gary, who runs this place sat behind the counter as always.

"Arya! Long time no see! I'm very sorry for your loss, but you know that you're always welcome here." he said with a big smile.

"Hi, thank you Gary. I'm just collecting my thoughts today, over at the archery area." I said, pointing in the direction I'm headed.

"You do that! Have a nice day sweetie." he said and I walked off over to the archery room.

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