I Guess I'm Sorry [S.M]

Chapter 46

Arya's POV

I woke up feeling like shit. I slowly opened my eyes, and looked down at myself. I was in a hospital bed, with some sort of drug being pumped into my hand through a needle.

I looked straight forward and saw a mirror. I looked at my face. It was swollen and scratched, but okay. I wanted to have my phone, but I didn't know where it was after the car crash. For all I know, it's still in the car.

I pushed the button that called in a nurse and a nurse came in shortly after.

"Hallo Mrs Mendes, my name is Triana and I'm your nurse while you are here, I see that you are awake and that's a good sign." She said, writing something at her clipboard.

"Is my baby fine? I'm pregnant you see."

"Yes, luckily you baby is perfectly fine." She said smiling at me.

The relief washed over me. My baby was okay. Now I just have to know if Shawn is okay.

"And what about my husband? We were in the car together."

Her face slightly dropped. I saw that she was trying her best to keep a straight face, but these news just wouldn't let her. That meant it was something serious.

"He is alive, but he is in a coma. His doctor will talk to you since you are his wife, but he have to wait until you are in better shape yourself." She said seriously.

My heart was racing. Shawn was alive. Shawn was alive! But he is in a coma. God knows for how long. I just have to wait until I can talk to his doctor and then I will get more information.

"Mrs Mendes, there's someone here to see you." Said another nurse that just entered the room.

"Y-Yes." Was all I managed to say.

Karen and Sierra came through the door. Sierra walked up to me and hugged me tight.

"I'm so glad you are okay sweetie." Karen said.

"Yes, but have you seen Shawn?" I asked, my voice filled with worry.

"Yes, Aaliyah and Manny are with him now. His doctor is probably gonna tell you this as well, but I'll say it too. Shawn is in a coma and they don't know when he'll wake up. He responded badly at the tests and they might think that he'll never wake up." She said slowly.

My head was spinning and my heart was racing. My palms got sweaty and my throat was suddenly as dry as a desert.
The tears started to roll down my cheeks.

"I know hunny, it's hard." Karen said and sat beside me, hugging me.

"No, no this can't happen. I'm pregnant Karen. I- no, he have to wake up!!" I said sobbing.

Karen just hugged me. And Sierra joined in too.

"What do I do if he doesn't wake up?!" I said crying heavily.

"He will wake up sis, he will for you." Sierra said, stroking my hair.

"We can't be here so long darling, but we will be home and just a call away." Karen said as they were leaving my room.

"Okay, love you guys." I answered.

They went out and Triana came in.

"Hallo Mrs Mendes-"

"Please, call me Arya."

"Okay, Arya, I have some good and bad news. The good is that I have your phone, it seems to be working. They collected it from your car,"
She handed it to me.

"And the other good news is that you can go home in two days. The bad news is that you have a concussion so you have to stay home for the next month. No traveling or very active activities." She said.

"Okay, I guess I can live with that. Have you heard anything new about my husband?" I asked her.

"No but I can call his doctor to you in just a second!" She said and left the room.

I was excited to go home, but I didn't know if it would be so nice after all. Shawn wouldn't be there and I would be alone. And we all know that me in a bad state of mind, alone, is a bad idea.

Shortly after a man entered the room.

"Hallo Mrs Mendes, I am Dr Jason, I am your husbands doctor."

"Yes of course, come in, please. Please tell me what's going on with him. I need to know. I-I only know that he is in a bad type of coma." I said and sat up in my bed.

"Yes, that is true. Your husband, Shawn, is in a very bad state of coma. If he doesn't wake in under two weeks, he will be cleared as a 'not coming back' patient." Dr Jason said slowly, knowing this is very hard news to handle.

"Oh... well I sure do hope he wakes up." I said, trying to smile.
"Oh and, can I see him?" I asked.

"Yes you may. He is one floor down, in room 607."

"Thank you so much Dr Jason. I trust that my husband is in very good hands." I said and Dr Jason nodded and excused himself from the room.

But this means I could go see Shawn. I waited about five minutes so I knew Dr Jason would be someplace else, and then I walked down. I didn't mind the doctor, but I wanted to see Shawn alone.

I walked down the one floor and found the door to his room. I slowly opened it. I walked in.

There he was. My beautiful boy.

He was laying in a bed with a mask over his mouth and a needle in his hand, just like I had the day before.

He was so pale and there was so many scratches all over his face. Most of it was at the left side since that was were the truck hit. His left arm was in a cast, from the elbow to the tip of his fingers.

That means he have to learn to use them again. Have to learn to play guitar again. Those fingers that so lightly brushed over the guitar is now locked away in the cast. His fingers that so lightly brushed my face before I would sleep.

Well he have to learn.... if he ever wakes up.

Oufff this is not very funny...:( enjoy this sad lil chapter, vote and comment if you want😊

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