I Guess I'm Sorry [S.M]

Chapter 7

Arya's POV

The hours passed and Sierra was about to leave.

"You have fun okay?" I said and smiled at her.

"Yeah, you too!" She said and gave me a soft smile.

"Yeah I will." I said and she closed the door behind her.

There was approximately one hour until Shawn would come over, and I was getting a little stressed. I would like to impress him.
I walked into my bedroom and opened my closet. As usual, my clothes didn't cooperate and I felt like I had nothing to wear. After about ten minutes I finally decided on a black top with buttons down the front and a dark gray skater skirt. I topped it off with a pair of pink Adidas sneakers.

Shawn:
I'm outside, you coming down?

Arya:
Yeah hold on

I went out and locked the door behind me, ran down the stairs and out on the street. There he was, my beautiful baby. I walked up to him and kissed him, he just took my hand and started walking. We didn't talk at all, just enjoying the company of the each other. We walked for a long time without having any goal, and then we ended on the beach. It was so beautiful, even more beautiful with him by my side. We sat down on a bench, just looking out into the ocean. We talked and laughed, but after some time we grew silent.

"Arya I..." He stopped and I looked up at him. He had tears running down his cheeks.

"Hey, hey, hey, what's up?" I whispered, trying to comfort him.

"Do we... Uhm I-I..."

"Hey Shawn, you can talk to me okay? Please tell me what's on your mind." I said, worried for him.

"I feel like I push you into this.. Like you just hang on because you have to, and I pressure you way too much and I don't want to do that. I'm so sorry Arya..." He said in one breath, the tears flowing freely down his face.

"Hey Shawn, you don't pressure me at all!" I said trying to cheer him up.

"I need to know if this is mutual..." He said looking down at the ground. (hehehe)

"Of course it is Shawn. I really like you and this may happen fast and be quite sudden, but I don't think I could live without you right now."

He just smiled a weak smile at me like he didn't believe me.
"Shall we go home? My sister's away so we can stay at my place."

"Okay, let's go." He stood up and grabbed my hand. We walked the quite long way back to my house and locked ourselves in.

"Do you want anything?" I asked Shawn as I entered the kitchen after taking off my shoes.
"Do you got shots?" He said, a smirk forming on his face.

"Yes..." I answered, smirking. I went over to my bar cabinet and pulled out a bottle of absolute vodka.

We downed shot after shot and later that night we were extremely buzzed both of us. We laughed at something I said, but then suddenly the world stopped. My head stopping spinning. It was only us two. Our eyes met and we melted into each other. I leaned in and kissed him passionately. He kissed back and lifted me up. He carried me to my bedroom and things went down...

Shawn's POV

I woke up with a headache worse than ever, I need to stop drinking. I looked around and saw Arya sleeping next to me. Damn, she looks so beautiful... She started to wiggle and slowly opened her eyes. "Hey, you." I said.

"Hey..." She answered. I stretched out my arms and pulled her closer. "Mmm" She scrunched her nose up. "I need to pee."

I laughed at her and let her go. She wiggled out of my arms and stood up. "Ow shit." I heard and then she hit the floor.
"Oh my god, are you alright?" I jumped up in bed and looked at her. She slowly got up from the floor.

"Yeah, I'm fine." She said and walked unsteady towards the bathroom.

"But god damn you and your big -" I didn't hear the last part because she closed the bathroom door, but I understood her and laughed loudly.

Arya's POV

I came out from the bathroom and Shawn was nowhere to be seen in my room. I walked into the living room, calling for him. He called back from the kitchen and when I entered he stood there, cooking?

"Are you cooking?" I asked confused. Butterflies started to form in my belly. Did I really find a guy who wakes up after a drunk night and cooks me breakfast?

"Yes I am, hope you like pancakes."

"That's my favorite, how'd you know?" I laughed at him, my smile couldn't leave my face even if it tried. He's too cute. "So what are we doing today?" I asked.

"I don't know, what do you wanna do princess?" he looked up from the pan and smiled while talking.

"I'm not sure... I actually need to go shopping, but I don't think you want to join me." I chuckled.
"No, I'll join you babe, I need a new watch anyway."

"Great, shopping it is!" I smiled at him like a dork. I walked away from my place at the counter and snuck up behind Shawn. I snaked my arms around his ripped waist and held on tightly. I lightly sniffed in his scent, enjoying the fact that I had him over and that we would spend the day together. The overwhelming feeling of ownership washed over me. I wanted to call him mine, and only mine. But I couldn't control him. I he ever leaves me, I can't do anything else than watch. How I wanted him to tie himself down to me, is just what I want. I wasn't even sure if he wanted the same thing. We are still young.
While I felt like I found my only one, he might feel like this is just another relationship that is short lived.
I pushed all these thoughts out of my head. Told myself to be in the moment. Enjoy the day with him. Take care of the problems when the problems comes.

We ate the pancakes Shawn made for us and then we got ready to leave. We left my apartment and went down to the basement where my car was parked.

"You have a Jeep?" Shawn asked surprised when he laid eyes on my car.
"Yeah I do." I smiled at him. He looked at me with an even greater smile.

"Damn, what did I do to deserve you? Like you're the woman of my dreams, you own a Jeep!" Shawn said and pulled me in for a side hug.

"Aw, Shawn stop." I started to blush like a maniac.

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