I Guess I'm Sorry [S.M]

Chapter 19

Arya's POV

I got up and went to get my guitar. Shawn played it and we both sang. We ended up making a song we called 'what's not us'. It was beautiful and I wanted to release it.

"Shawn do you want to join me for a Youtube video? To explain my absence and what's going on in my life?" I asked silently.

"Yeah sure, where's your camera?"

We finished the video and I posted it. The fans were so understanding and I loved them for that.

"Shawn?"

"Yeah babe?"

"Can we go on a get away to Malta? I really wanna go to Malta..." I said, surprisingly excited.

"Um, yeah, but last time we traveled you got..."

"I got shot... I know, but that was London, and I can't be afraid of traveling forever!" I laughed.

"Okay let's go then." Shawn said and smiled at me.

But before we could travel, Sierra was moving into the Mendes' house. Today was the moving day and we've packed my Jeep full with her stuff. She was getting her own room at the house and I was so grateful for what Karen and Manny were doing for us. Shawn was busy with some meetings, so it would only be me and Sierra on our way.

We arrived at the house and Karen came out of the house, waving at us.

Sierra walked out and ran up to hug her. I was so glad for the mother-daughter bond they had developed. I followed Sierra and hugged Karen too. Her British accent welcoming us, was just like hearing mum again. And I loved it.

We moved everything into Sierra's new room and then Karen served us some tea and cakes. Aaliyah came in and joined us too. Soon after, Sierra and Aaliyah went to Sierra's room and Karen and I was left alone.

"So what is your plans for the future, Arya?" Karen asked me.

"Um Shawn and I are actually leaving for Malta in three days, and we kinda haven't ordered a flight home, so I think we're staying there for a while." I said with a chuckle.

"Oh hunny that's great! You know, I haven't seen Shawn this happy since he was ten or something, and I just wanted to thank you." She said.

"Thank you Karen, he means very much to me..." I answered with a smile playing on my lips.

"And it's almost been a year since you met and you've been going through so much in so little time, and I'm very proud of both of you for the way you've handled it." She said.

"Yeah, well actually it's just been half a year and things have been moving fast, and so much has happened this summer and wow... I really haven't realized it." I laughed.

We laughed together some more, before it was time for me to leave. I said goodbye to Karen and Aaliyah and then my sister.

"Remember I'm always here, okay?" I said to her.

"Dude, I'm not dead, chill!" Sierra said to me and we both laughed. Then I left. And cried in the car on my way home.

I made it home and started to cook some chicken. I haven't really wanted food the last couple of weeks, but I gotta eat!

When I was done eating, and I were standing and washing the pan, the door opened and Shawn came in. He literally lives here now.

"Hey babe, how was my mum?" He asked walking over to me.

"She was good, she wished us good luck for our trip." I said and walked around the kitchen island, and wrapped my arms around his waist.

"That's good." He said and wrapped his arms around me.

"I'm really excited for us to go, go away from our lives and all this trouble that keeps following us. I just want to enjoy some time with my boyfriend alone." I said as I muffled my head into his neck.

"Yeah I'm excited too. And I'm excited for having to not share my girlfriend." He said and kissed me.

The next three days was awfully long, Shawn and I were literally just walking around waiting to go. And finally the day came, we packed our bags and were on our way to Malta in Shawn's private jet.

We arrived at Malta and rented a car. We drove to the beach house we rented and made ourselves at home. The beach house was beautiful. It was a little house with a private beach. The area was private and had a gate, but it was far away so we couldn't see it from the house. But I definitely felt safer when I knew that only people who could reach us, were those who we let in.

The time was 8 pm and Shawn just went for a quick shower. I walked out on the patio in front of the house and sat down At the floor, sticking my feet in the sand. I looked at the beach and the sun setting behind the ocean. It was so beautiful. I took a snap and sent it to Sierra. This was a dream come true.

The days went by and we were so happy, living our best life, just the two of us.

We started sitting at the patio every night, watching the sun go down, it became a routine.

Shawn's POV

We were sitting at the patio and our conversation had died out, we usually sit like this and then go to bed, but the sun was still setting and I didn't want to sleep just yet.

"Hey let's go bathe." I said.

"Yeah I'm in." Arya said and got up to go get her bikini, but I stopped her.

"Let's not get dressed..." I said and smirked.

"I think I like your mind set Mendes." She said and walked past me down on the beach. I followed her and watched how she loosened her hair tie and let her hair flow down her back. She started to walk out in the water with her dress on, it was only a thin, see through layer of white fabric. She kept walking away from me. My feet hit the water and I tossed my shorts and T-shirt. Arya was still walking further out.

I swam after her and she stopped when only her shoulders were above the water. I stood up and turned her around so we were facing each other. I started to remove her dress without breaking the eye contact. I let her dress float towards the shore. I leaned down and kissed her. Her hands wrapped around my neck and pulled me closer.

Aw so cute...
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