This time, it's Our Chance

Present Day

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Alam kong mali yung mga ginawa ko. Alam kong malaking kasalanan yun. Pero anong magagawa ko? Nagmahal lang naman ako! Bakit ba ang hirap hirap ng ganitong sitwasyon.

Hindi  na ako pwedeng magback out. Hindi ko na din naman maibabbalik ang dati. Pero siguro pwede ko ding bawasan yung kasalan ko diba? 

Oo!

Ganun na nga ang gagawin ko. Susubukan kong itama lahat ng maling nagawa ko.....namin.

Kung bakit kasi pumayag ako dito eh. Hay!

But I'll make sure I will get it right this time. Bahala na kung anong mangyari sa akin.

So I decided to do the very first thing that came to my mind. Ang i-message si France.

Yes! I know everything about her. The way she talks, acts, and even think.

And na-confirm ko yun when we had that sorta exchange of messages. I know ganun iisipin niya. Na may hidden cams sa kwarto niya at ALIEN ako dahil alam ko. 

Dahil abnormal si France, alam kong ganun siya magisip. And me knowing na bumalik na lahat ng ala-ala niya is not a mystery. I know who her attending physician is. She's my cousin. Before naiturn over ni Doc Ishel si France sa kanya alam ko na. 

Well she, my cousin, doesn't know anything about what I have done but I asked her not to tell anything kasi I'm planning to surprise her. She didn't get any clue nor got suspicious. 

Hindi naman talaga siya magiisip ng kahit ano dahil alam niyang kaibigan ko si France. Matagal na.

Oh ano? Kilala niyo na ako??

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 YES! It's me.

Alwyndelle Montejardo!

Nagsisisi ako kung bakit ko nagawa kila France yun. Hindi ko alam kung ano ang sumagi sa akin kung bakit ko nagawang saktan ang kaibigan ko at ang pinakamamahal ko.

OO ulit!

Mahal ko........mahal ko si Steph!

At ang sakit sakit malaman na sinagot na niya si France. 

Sa akin unang binalita ni France yung nangyari. Hindi ko matanggap. After niyang ibalita sa akin nagpakalasing ako. Hindi alam nila Terry. . .Nang barkada. 

Pero yung sa aksidente, wala akong kinalaman doon. Nabalitaan ko na lang din kila Terry kung ano yung nangyari dun sa dalawa.

Pero may hinala ako kung sino. 

Siya yung taong naguutos sa lahat ng gagawin ko. Nagpaplano at umuuto sa akin. 

Hindi ko namalayan na sa sobrang lasing ko pala eh nagdrunk call ako at ang hayup na yun ang natawagan ko. 

After that blinackmail na niya ako na sisirain niya ang friendship namin ni France by telling her about my feelings kay Steph. And no! I can't let that happen so sumangayon ako sa lahat ng balak niya. She also promised I would benefit sa mga gagawin niya.

It was a success to be honest. I got to stay by Steph's side habang nagrerecover siya and siya kay France. It was working fine but then I felt guilty. Alam kong kinain na ako ng sistema. At some point ako pa ang naguutos kay Aries on what to do. Yes. I succumb to the desire to have Steph all by myself.

Pinagsisihan kong lahat ng ginawa ko. Yung muntikang pagkikita nila sa hospital noon, sinadya kong tawagin yung atensyon ni Steph kasi nakita kong palabas ng clinic sila France at Aries. 

I had no choice, nakita na din ako ni Aries kaya I had to think fast. The stupid bitch didn't know what to do at that point. Muntik na kaming mahuli. Muntik ng masira lahat ng plano that time.

Damn it! Hindi ako maintindihan sarili ko kung bakit ako nauwi sa ganito. Why I stooped so low. Hay! 

Lahat ng 'to ay dahil sa pagmamahal ko kay Steph. 

Nauna kong nagustuhan si Steph pero si France ang nagustuhan niya. Hindi pa sila pareho aware noon pero mahahalata mo na sa kanila nagusto na nila ang isa't isa. Tuwing kasama ko si Steph, si France ang bukambibig niya and the same goes with France. 

I tried so hard to stop the feelings but they only grew larger each day. And then one day I just woke up with the realization that I can no longer stop the feelings I have for her but then that's the time when all the chaos with Kayla started. I saw how hurt Steph was and I couldn't butt in and add more on her heart ache. So I stood by her side even if it pains me seeing her sad and miserable. I had to act fast para matapos na yung gulo. Nakipagcoordinate ako kay tito Edgar para masolusyunan yung problema kay Kayla. It took a little while but we won.

I was supposed to confess nun kay Steph kasi alam kong Ok na eh but the tragedy happened.

And then when things are getting better for the past 3 years, Aries started doing bunch of Stuff kila Steph. Sending them death threats and all. She also tried to scare Terry's family one time and that ended up them leaving their home and transferring to a different location. I gave them that new home. 

It's just one of my ways to atone these sickening disasters that are embracing us and it kills me thinking that I'm a part of it.

Then next are Steph's social media accounts. They started vanishing. Actually pati yung sa amin. It seems we never existed sa social media. Dani got depressed and was brought to US. She's been staying there for medication. She left everything here even her not so serious girlfriend. There were also threats kay Steph and her family and she needed to move back sa bahay ng parents niya. She's safe there. Aries didn't know her parents were living nearby. All along she knew Steph was living alone.

But enough of this. 

I have to set things straight. 

Kailangan kong maunahan si Enrico sa pagsabi kay France ng totoo. Enrico is starting to learn the truth at mapapahamak lang siya. Nobody knows what Aries is capable of.

Kailangan ng maitama ang mga mali.

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Hi mga babies! hahahA!

Sorry ngayon lang nakapag update. Medyo hectic ang schedule eh.

But yeah. Here's pambawi. :D

Sana po wag niyo ako isumpa. Lels.

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