Edgy Love (fell Sans x reader)

Paps POV

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Papyrus's POV (while hunting for Frisk)

I ran to the end of town knowing that Frisk wouldn't have gone in this direction. They want to free monster kind, and they are determined enough to disobey our orders. You can just see it in their eyes. I turned around noticing that Sans wasn't at the house anymore, I knew that lazy ass would just teleport everywhere to search for them. So I walk back to the house calmly with a smirk on my face. I just want to touch her... I want to feel her in my arms. That's all I need... I can't lose her... and Sans can't keep me away from her.

As I walk up to the doorstep, I look in the direction of the waterfalls to make sure Sans isn't coming back. When I see that there is no one in sight I go inside my home. Gently closing the door behind me, I go up the stairs ever so silently, avoiding any of the creaky floor boards. As I approached Sans and (y/n)'s room I gradually opened the door as to not disturb the sleeping beauty on the other side.

As I crept inside I noticed (y/n) was laying down on her side facing the room. She had decided to ball up some of the blankets so she could have something to hold. I smiled seeing how adorable she could be. I carefully walked over to her bedside as to not wake her. I then noticed, as I stared at her gorgeous face, that her mouth was ajar as she took in some small yet deep breaths.

I decided to kneel down to her so I could see her better. I stared at her peaceful face the smile never leaving me. It's hard not to smile when I'm around her, she's just so amazing in every way. I took off my gloves so I could feel her soft skin. However I saw (y/n) appear to clutch the blankets harder. She also furrowed her brows and shook as if she was having a nightmare.

I sprang into action to comfort her. I laid down beside her and wrapped my arms around her. She snuggled in closer to me, as  I began to run my fingers through her hair. Although, She was whimpering In fear, so I shushed her and cooed calming thoughts to her.

"Shh... it's ok sweetheart... I'm right here..." she seemed to calm down at my words. She mumbled out a response.

"Tha... ooou... Saas..." I stiffened, of course she'd think I'm Sans.

But... I...

Goddamnit... I'm doing the wrong thing being here... (Y/n) clearly does love Sans... she relies on him, depends on him for comfort and love. Even though I know I can do those things for her... she just can't be mine... as much as I want to... I just can't take her away from him... she'd hate me forever.

I rested my forehead against hers for a moment as I thought all this through, bumming myself out. I gently scratch the back of her head making her sigh happily. I then kissed her on the top of her head and slowly pulled away from her. I absolutely cannot wake her up.

As I drew my arms away she was quick to attempt finding comfort in something else. She tossed herself into the other direction (facing the wall) and tried finding something to hold. Damn, do those two never leave each others grasp in their sleep? In a way... I guess that's cute. I tried looking around all of Sans junk for something for (y/n), but I saw nothing that I'd want for her to hold in her sleep.

I just looked down at her and felt bad that there was nothing I could do. I shouldn't have been here in the first place. I just turned around to leave, but every step I took to leave the room pangs of guilt struck me.

Ugh... I've been an asshole to both Sans and (y/n). I need to apologize to Sans when I see him again, hopefully he doesn't tell (y/n) about our conversation. I don't want to have to explain myself to her.