Sans POV
"...why the hell is he sorry?" I asked baffled as to why the scum I rid of the Earth was 'sorry' for what he's done.
"Well... Gaster basically said that he thought he changed and wanted to patch up with you. But once he realized what he was doing by harming me he came to the conclusion that he hasn't changed. Now he's genuinely sorry for what he's done. He's sorry for making your life worse by making me suffer," (Y/n) explained to me making me furrow my bone brows.
"What the actual fuck..." I mumbled to myself as I rubbed my eye sockets with one hand. I felt my eyes begin to water with the events of today coming and crashing down on me all at once.
"Sans... he said he was able to see through my eyes and my mind... he saw what this was doing to you... he saw what this was doing to me," (Y/n) explained making me grow even more confused with the situation.
"Wait... he saw... through your eyes and your mind?" I asked my confusion evident in my voice.
"Apparently, but that's not the point Sans. Gaster has actually come to the reality of his actions. He might've actually changed Sans. He knows about us. He literally said, 'I truly realized the love between you and my son. What I am doing is destroying him inside'. Those were his actual words Sans, and he feels guilty. And Gaster and I both know that you're upset with him, hell I am too, but at this point all I can ask of you is to forgive him for this. He's actually come to terms with the situation and is trying to help, despite the fact this was his own selfish doings," (y/n) said making me shake my head with pure rage.
"What the hell?!" I exclaimed growing nothing but frustrated. "I mean, couldn't he have realized what the hell he was doing sooner?! He should've known this was gonna make me pissed with him! Especially if he knew about our fucking relationship. And why the hell are you so quick to forgive and trust that bastard?! Especially after the hell he's been putting you through!" I spoke angrily, not completely at (Y/n) of course but mostly to the dumbass-ity of Gaster.
"Sans, at this point I don't have much of a choice. Besides, I don't have time to be petty especially when this may be our only hope. You can't blame the guy for wanting to reconcile with his son, and at least he's come to terms with his wrong doings and is trying to fix the problem rather then brush it under the rug," (y/n)'s words take me back slightly. She then proceeded to speak once more. "So please Sans, just calm down. I know that it will take time to forgive Gaster especially after all this shit, but just give him a chance." (Y/n) said making me scoff and shake my head.
"Psh, give him a chance? (Y/n), it's not like he's coming back is he?" I asked only to receive silence making me lose my cocky demeanor. "(Y/n)... he's not coming back... is he?" I pressed the issue a little firmer seeing the previous response I was given.
"Sans... he probably is coming back." Those simple words made my soul stop resonating for a few moments.
"Wh-What? How?" I asked with somewhat fear and concern in my voice.
"The whole reason I was summoned to the void was to see if my soul could survive inter dimensional travel... which it did. So Gaster hypothesized that my soul would be able to carry him through the dimensional plains and bring him back here. In a sense, it's working, though his soul is so damaged that it's absorbing the determination from my soul in order to reconstruct itself." (Y/n) explained leaving me jaw dropped for a moment.
"So lemme get this straight... did he actually think I'd prefer his bitchass over you?!" I asked my anger returning in my voice.
"Well, no, obviously. I mean he didn't intend for any of this shit to happen. He just wants out of the void," (Y/n) said making me groan with displeasure as I rubbed my hands Down my face.
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Edgy Love (fell Sans x reader)
FanfictionI'm skipping the ruins for starters, so you start out just as you exit the ruins. I plan on this being lemony pretty quick cause it's fell Sans come on. Story does develop... eventually. Plot structure and what not.