I Won't Give Up ~ Michael Clifford

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*January 21 2019-Miami, California*

Bree;

It's been almost a month since Michael and I reunited and we've been in Miami for his break before the boys go back on tour. We picked up from the last time, forgetting the incident between him and Crystal, and have been on amazing terms; my son was so happy to see Mikey when we went to pick him up from Lou's the next morning after NYE and that made me so happy because my two boys are reunited finally.

Also, maybe a day or two after New Years, rumours flew around in the papers and on TV about Louis and I. The anonymous person strikes me again and to be quite fair, it was really pissing me off and I wanted nothing more than to strangle this person to death; but Michael was quick to ask me calmly about it all and I told him honestly that it was a big misunderstanding and that Louis, Luke and I were shopping for that evening and we went on with life.

Right now, we're headed over to Brianna's place for Freddie's 3rd birthday and Michael and I picked up a few toys and clothes for the birthday boy. Despite not really liking Brianna, I'm only doing this to see my little Tommo because I haven't seen him since New Years Eve when we had Nando's at the food court and won a bunch of toys from the claw machine.

"Louis just texted saying that everyone's basically there, and they're just waiting on us." I read my text aloud and Michael nods his head, tapping his hands on the steering wheel to the beat of Bebe Rexha's Meant To Be.

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"Happy birthday dear Freddie, happy birthday to you!" We all sang, Louis was sitting with Freddie in the chair, as Brianna's mom brought out the birthday cake.

"Make a wish, bud" Louis said, smiling down at Freddie as he closed his eyes for a split second before blowing out his three candles. We all erupted into cheers and applauses.

"I love you my boy." Louis kisses Freddie's cheek and Freddie let's out a burst of giggles. "Grandma would be so happy right now."

"Love you daddy" Freddie says, and he starts eating his cake, smiling and looking around, cake covering the areas around his mouth.

"Hi kiddo, come here!" I say, waving Freddie over, he looks up at Louis and Lou nods. He lets Freddie down and he comes walking over to me, I hand him one of his presents and let him open it.

"What is it, Freddie?" Brianna asks, a smile on her face.

Freddie squeals as he sees all the multiple toys in the box, pulling them out one by one- and I give the clothes box to Louis, he smiles and says 'thank you'.

"The other one is from Declan and Michael." I say to Freddie, I point to the doorway and Michael comes in with the toddler sized toy car that Freddie can drive. It was a car model of the 1967 Impala from Supernatural that Jensen Ackles, Dean Winchester if I must, owns on the show.

Everyone gasps and Freddie cheers and claps his tiny hands, he turns to me and literally jumps into my arms; I giggle and hug him, I let him go over to the car and he gets in, honking the horn.

"Awe, he already has one, but thank you." Brianna snaps, covering it up with a smile.

I roll my eyes, "Oh no, this is going to be staying at Louis'. Besides, the one my boys got Freddie is much more awesome and better looking than the one you got him." I wink as I focus on Freddie.

Everyone stared at us, and it was getting weird. I kissed Freddie's chocolate covered cheek and went back to sit next to Michael and Declan.