I Won't Give Up ~ Michael Clifford

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Bree;

It's been nearly a month since Rowan's been sick and it seems that the "stomach virus" the doctor told us she has just keeps getting worse. She can't hold down her formula or my breast milk, she's gotten tinier than she was early this month and she will cry and cry for hours on end because her stomach hurts due to throwing up. We're going to see yet another doctor specialist to see if this one will be different than the others.

That's where we're headed now since we're back in L.A, I'm in the back with Row as Michael drives and Luke and Sammy are with us for support. I can't help but sit here watching my girl, sleeping with a pale face while I hold her tiny hand with both of mine.

Luke rubs my back in comfort, I look at him and he just pulls me into his side as I breakdown in his hold; I could feel Michael's hard stare on the both of us but what does he get out of this? Luke is supporting me, us and our baby, as we go through this.

**

"We're admitting Rowan into the hospital due to the so called stomach virus every other doctor has said she has, it is much more than a virus. At this moment, if she doesn't get connected to an intravenous or we don't do more tests then this could turn into a life or death situation." The specialist says and I stand there as the doctor walks away to attend to my daughter again.

I turn to Michael and he has his eyes fixated on the doctor, my vision goes blurry and I feel dizzy.

"Whoa, are you okay?" Luke and Sammy catch me before I fall to the ground.

"My baby...." I sob, it takes a few seconds but finally the news sinks in, "My baby!"

I fall into Luke's arms as I scream in mental, spiritual and physical pain, gripping my fists into his shirt as I cry. I close my eyes tightly, silently praying to the gods for a miracle for us and my babygirl.

Michael;

That's all I heard.

That's all I could think.

That's all that's going through my mind.

"This could turn into a life or death situation."

I remember things were in slow motion again, just like when Luke had to rush her to the hospital, I saw Bree collapse in Luke's arms as I seen her mouth open, like she was screaming in pain and tears were just falling down her face.

I stood there, my eyes were still fixed on the doctor until he turned the corner and I bit my lip, looking up at the ceiling, just anything to stop the tears from falling but it was no use; once Sam came over to me, noise started coming back to me and I just remember her saying it'll be okay and that Row's a strong girl, before I broke down.

We don't know how this happened or why it's happening, she was born healthy with no health issues but I know one thing; Sammy's right, she is a strong girl because she's mine and Bree's kid and we will get through this.

**

We were sat in the waiting room to see the doctor again to ask questions and to see if we could go see our girl. Sammy's been comforting Bree while Luke and I have been chatting briefly.

"She'll be okay mate, we're here to support you both in any way possible." Luke pats my shoulder as I softly smile and nod my head.

The TV's been running on all sorts of news for quite some time and this time it caught my attention as I heard my name, this is not gonna end well because we had just calmed down Bree.

"This just in— It was said that Michael Clifford and fiancé Bree Rufus were spotted going to the Los Angeles hospital with their daughter Rowan Rufus-Clifford, alongside them were Luke Hemmings and Sammy Turner. Insiders say that they've been going to multiple specialists for their daughter for nearly a month! Stay tuned for more, in Chelsea Briggs and you're watching E! News."