I Won't Give Up ~ Michael Clifford

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*July 23 2018 9:30 a.m. ~ 5 Months Later*

"Well, expect to go into labour at any time this week. Your boy is very healthy and very ready to enter this crazy world" My doctor, Anna, says with a smile.

"Thank you, I'll call if I do. See you Anna" I wave her goodbye as Michael and I leave the doctors office. Hand in hand, we walk down the streets of Vancouver, I've gotten so big since the last time. I guess I should fill you in on life.

Well, Michael and I have been together for 6 months now, he's dyed his hair two times since we've been together and the smell of dye had me gagging every time.

Luke and I don't talk anymore, for multiple reasons. One of them being when he left a bruise on my arm when he was drunk, and whenever we were in the same room- he tried to apologize but the next day he'd be pulling the same shit again. I ended up going home for a month because of it because it was getting too hard for me.

Ricky, Michael and I are really good friends and are really close. It's really nice and the boys absolutely love to game out whenever they can and whenever we're together.

I've gotten more closer to Calum and Ashton over the passed few weeks after the friendship breakup of "Bruke Remmings" and they were really big on helping me whenever I was feeling down. Being pregnant is definitely an emotional roller coaster on a daily basis.

Sammy and Ashton have been together for 7 months now and are really happy together and they're going to Australia for two weeks soon.

I've met Michael's parents finally and to say I was nervous was an understatement but it went very great and they love me, as I do them. Michael came back home with me for my birthday and met my family, they love him and they kept saying I was lucky.

The boys released their new album YoungBlood last month, and to say its good is an understatement because it's amazing! It's #1 in most of the countries already.

That's about it, nothing too special.

"I can't believe he's going to finally be here in a matter of days." Michael says, placing his arms around my waist, his hands landing on my huge round stomach as we wait for the pedestrian light to come on.

"I know, it's crazy how time flew by." I smile, and look around. There's a group of paparazzi not too far from us but they haven't spotted us yet. Soon enough, we're allowed to cross and we go for a quick lunch before Michael has to go to an interview.

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~ July 23 2018 - 10:45 a.m ~

"Call me if you need anything, or if there's anything wrong or something like that, okay?" Mikey says, he's pressed for time but he's still here, making sure I call. "Promise me, you'll call."

"Michael, you're gonna be late!" I groan.

"Promise?" He holds his pinky out.

"If it means you'll shut up, kiss me goodbye and leave, yes. I promise." I lock my pinky with his and he kisses me and he's out the door.

I let out a sigh and waddle over to the bed and relax, trying to get as comfortable as I can but I can't. Being 37 weeks and 4 days pregnant is not fun, all you want is the human baby to come out already.

I turn the tv on and put it on much music and scroll social media. I go to Snapchat and decide to take a belly picture as it could be the last picture of me being pregnant.