I Won't Give Up ~ Michael Clifford

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Michael;

It's been two weeks already since Bree and Declan had taken off to London, it's been a week since the news fled worldwide about them living with Harry at his flat, and a few days since the word broke out about the anonymous kidnapper being Crystal.

Sure I was so pissed off with the fact I had to find out from E News, and Luke said that Harry didn't say he seen or heard from her the day he found out he went to the airport; but then I guess living with Harry is safer for them than being out on the streets.

I'm still raging about Crystal pulling that shit off with Declan and paying Bree to move away without a word. That was really unlike her, like what the hell; why would she even try do that? Oh wait, because she's "in love" with me, apparently.

Our management called a serious meeting with Crystal and her own management, hopefully she'll get whatever she deserves. The meeting is in L.A so we had to leave Dublin last second, so we're in the hotel right now and impatiently waiting for tomorrow to come.

"Mikey! Hurry up, I wanna get shit faced." Ashton says and I roll my eyes, Luke and Calum laugh.

"Do I really have to go?" I whine, flopping back onto the bed, my head hitting the pillow.

"Yes because you've been nothing but sad and shit since she left." Ashton says bluntly and I get up quickly, getting into his face.

"I have a good fucking reason to be "sad and shit", my girlfriend and son left because my psycho ex girlfriend paid them to leave me!" I pushed him a bit, "So don't go and say I can't be emotional, don't force me to go out if I don't want to."

"I'm just saying that you need to become more social and have fun again." Ashton argues back.

"No, when you have a child and a girlfriend you love with every fibre in your body, it's hard to have fun because eventually, we all have to grow up! Life isn't all about drinking and partying-"

"-whoah, calm down Michael!" Calum interrupts me.

"No, fuck you, shut the hell up." I point at Calum, turning back to Ashton. "You wouldn't understand, you never do or never have. You don't have a child, so you can't understand anything I'm going through. Hell, you and Sammy are in a deep dark hole and are always arguing! You really think that's love?"

Ashton stood there, shoulders slumped and a frown on his face.

"No if it was love, you guys would figure out a way to sort your shit out and move on, onto a happier relationship." I finish, leaving my three friends standing there, shocked.

I left, the door slamming behind me as I head for the lobby.

Ashton;

"No, fuck you, shut the hell up." Michael pointed to Calum, turning his attention to me again. "You wouldn't understand, you never do, never have. You don't have a child, so you can't understand anything I'm going through. Hell, you and Sammy are in a deep dark hole and are always arguing! You really think that's love?"

I stood there, my shoulders slumped and a huge frown appeared on my face. Why was he doing this? I don't deserve any of the things he's saying, fuck.

"No if it was love, you guys would figure out a way to sort your shit out and move on, onto a happier relationship." Michael finishes his "lectures leaving the three of his friends standing there, shocked.

Luke's the first one to come over to me, "You alright?"

I look at him, tears in my eyes and I shrug my shoulders. Really not knowing what to say or do.