I Won't Give Up ~ Michael Clifford

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Michael;

It's been four days. Four long agonizing days since I've been waiting for the girls to get here, especially Bree. I don't know what to say or even do when they get here. I wonder what she'll be wearing or what she'll do when she sees us, more so what she'll do when she sees me.

We've gotten so close since we met at the club in Vancouver, and I couldn't be more happy to have her as a friend, it's just the feelings I have for her and the fact that I don't know how to tell her, I don't want to ruin our friendship.

I was scrolling through Twitter and I got a text message from Sammy.

Hey, I know you and Bree are close so please do this. you might want to check up on her. She's such a wreck right now. We're at the airport in Vancouver and she hasn't come out of the washroom since we got here.

What's going on?

Just ask her. Well, not flat out ask her but just do something please... I don't know what to do. You might be able to cheer her up.

I went to mine and Bree's messages and I sent her a message.

Hey :)

Hey...

What's wrong? :(

It took awhile before I got a reply back from her.

I'm such a wreck, Mikey. I don't know what to do right now, I'm pathetically sitting in a bathroom stall crying my eyes out and I really don't want to go out in public because I know for a fact I look like shit. I'm kind of close to having an anxiety attack.

Oh love.. I know you probably don't wanna talk about it but first things first that I have to ask.. What happened? And btw, you never look like shit ;)

Ricky called me when we were about to leave our hotel to come to the airport and he got so upset with me because apparently I didn't tell him a thing about leaving for awhile... When in reality, I've told him many times that I'm not going to be home at all for a bit. He said that I'm probably just running off to cheat on him, and I tried to explain but he didn't listen. Before he hung up, he told me that things aren't going to work out with us so he basically broke up with me over the phone.

This time it was my turn to not reply for a bit. Everything she just told me made thoughts run wild all over in my mind, it made me upset, angry, sad and wanting nothing more than to just hold her tight and whisper in her ear that everything will be okay and that I'm here for her. So that's what I did.

I'm so sorry that he did such a thing. If he did that to you, and assumed such a stupid thing. He most certainly doesn't deserve you. Tell you what, whenever you land here in Orlando, I'll take you for ice cream and we can watch movies and have a few. I know that you need a friend and I know you have Sammy but I'm here for you Bree. If I have to, I'll act like a girl and talk mad shit about him with you. I'll get smashed with you and I promise I won't do anything to hurt you.

You're the best :') I actually laughed for the first time in what seems like years but it's only been two hours. I can't wait to get to Orlando, but first... Can we get doughnuts, McDonalds, ice cream then a bunch of alcohol? Lol, food, ice cream and alcohol would be an awesome way to get over a breakup so stupid.

I mean, I'm not using you for money or anything.

I laugh and shake my head. She really doesn't know I'd do absolutely anything for her.

For sure, we can definitely do that. I don't mind at all :) Now I want you to do something for me, okay love?

What's that?