Insecure

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He hated it.. It was bothering him all the time. The worst part was he couldn't even control it. What would people say, if they saw him like this? Most likely "monster" or "why do you even exist." This was one of many things that bothered Kaneki.

"Earth to Kaneki" Hide said while waving his hand in front of Kaneki"s face.

"Huh, what?" Kaneki snapped out of his thoughts while looking at Hide.

"You okay? You look like you have something on your mind..." Hide stated.

"Uhh I- I don't think you would understand." Hearing kaneki day this made Hide sad. What couldn't Hide understand? Especially when it came to his boyfriend.

"I can try" Hide just wanted to help him. Kaneki always wanted to tell him. He didn't like having secrets from Hide.

"Can we talk when we get home? So there's no one listening" Kaneki said into his hands while looking down.

"Of course! Let's get going" Hide stood up and grabbed Kaneki's hand. Hide was ready to listen. Luckily they lived close to the park they were just at.

"Alright we're home" Hide said while sitting down. Kaneki did the same. Hide then looked at him.

"Oh um....I-I hate my eye it won't do what I want it to do and everyone must think I'm a monster. If anyone saw me in the street with my eye turned the CCG would be there so quick. Also that one day I might not be here and I'm gonna leave you all alone. Hide I just hate being me. I hate being a ghoul." Kaneki finished while looking down.

"Kaneki I love you for who you are, you really think that you being a ghoul is going to change my emotions. Alright if someone did see you on the street and the CCG did come you are so strong they wouldn't have a chance! So please don't think about those things to much." Hide said while bringing Kaneki into a hug.

"Thank you Hide, I love you too" Kaneki said into Hides neck.



(A\N well there's another one... I hope you enjoyed it a little. Sorry it was short. Xoxo)

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