Hide x Kaneki one shots

Cheater..

I don't know why I did it... Why did I cheat on the best boyfriend in the world. To think I was so selfish and just let her all over me.. Another question was why did I let a girl get with me when I was gay? I may never know, but now I was having troubles with my actions. What do I do? Do I tell Hide or never let him know? She wouldn't tell him right? Aika wouldn't tell... Or would she?

I can't even see Hide without feeling guilty. Take yesterday as an example, I had a rough day so Hide made me feel better.. Little did he know I would make him feel terrible. How do I tell the man I love that I threw his heart away just for my own pleasure.

I'm officially the worse! I don't know why I did it, but I was feeling needy and Hide was at work... So Aika helped me. Oh now I've done it how do I recover from this! I need to tell him.. Or I just run away and change my name. The first option sounds the best.. Hide I'm sorry you're gonna hate me.

Now I wait, Hide should be home any second. I'm so nervous that I can't even form words.. What do I say!? Do I say 'I'm sorry I cheated?' Or do I say 'It didn't mean anything?' No both are not good enough. This is so difficult!

"Oh honey, I'm home~" that's all it took. Those words had me tearing up... I would never hear him say those words to me ever again, he wouldn't come home to me, I wouldn't be able to call him mine any more. "Oh hey Hide" I replied while shaking.

"Hey what's wrong?" Just my luck, Hide is being nice. This is the worst. "Kaneki is there something on your mind?"

"I have to talk to you..." Hide immediately made his way towards me. "What is it?"

"Hide before I begin, I just want to say that I love you! I also want to say I'm sorry!" Hide looked up at me which made this harder. "Kaneki you're scaring me"

"Hide I took your love for granted.. I had all of it and I just threw it away. A couple weeks ago I met a.... Girl and I ended up going back to her place. Things happened and I didn't tell you it's been torture for me. These things have happened more than once.... Hide I'm so sorry." I hadn't realized that I was crying. I looked at Hide who just sat there looking at me, he wasn't talking.
A couple minutes of awkward silence Hide finally spoke up.

"Kaneki, I don't know why you would have done what you did because you're right I did give you my love! So clearly you threw that away. I have nothing else to tell you. So please get out of my house.. Goodbye Kaneki" it was no surprise that I got kicked out. I ruined things for us both. This has been on my mind for weeks now, but now it's all real! What am I going to do?

I got my bag and started waking, I was so lost in my thoughts I hadn't realized I walked into someone.. "I'm sorry I wasn't watching where I was going." I apologized trying to get out of the situation.

"It's fine." I looked up to meet a pretty girl looking at me.

"Hello, I'm Rize Kamishiro"

(A/n well here's another one, it was hard to write this one because Kaneki was out of character. I decided to make Kaneki Bi in the end if you're wondering. I did try though so I hope you enjoyed some of it.<3)