Hide x Kaneki one shots

Soulmate

I'm anxious, I can't wait to find out who my soulmate is. I don't care who they are or what they look like, I know we'll be perfect for each other. I've been waiting for twenty years for this moment and it's about to happen. In just 4 hours when midnight strikes I'll say my soulmates name. I can't wait to say it.

Ten minutes now. Just ten minutes until I say the name. I'm really anxious now, my nerves are everywhere. I haven't felt a connection in awhile. Usually you'll feel a little life from them once in a while. It feels like an embrace, I just am curious as to why I haven't felt it in weeks. I can't stop myself from thinking the worst though. I try to push those thoughts away. It's now five minutes until I say it.

I'm going to say it soon. Soon here on my twentieth birthday I'll say the name I knew I was destined to say. I have so many questions. Do I know them? Do we go to school together? Oh did we see each other at a local store in town? I know I'm really curious but I want to know everything about them. Only five seconds now.

"Ken Kaneki" I say. My whole body was shaking, my head was running wild I felt so many emotions. I was overwhelmed with everything. I passed out.

I woke up and tried to act calm. However I couldn't. How was I supposed act normal. My soulmate is my best friend, a friend that I've know for so many years. I can't believe any of this. I quickly got ready, I had to go see Kaneki. We need to talk. I wasn't nervous, Kaneki already is twenty so he knows about me being his soulmate.

I started making my way to Kaneki and I's main hangout spot. My thoughts were going everywhere. Kaneki was my soulmate, so that means I'm Kaneki's soulmate. I was getting giddy thinking of all this. I started liking Kaneki when we were about fifteen, but never did anything because of all this soulmate stuff. I reached the door to the all top familiar café and walked in.

"Hello, welcome." A waitress said while smiling. I gave her a nod and smile while looking around. I spotted who I was looking for seated at our regular spot. I made my way over.

"Hey Kaneki." I said while sitting across from him, he looked up with a blank expression.

"Oh, hello" I felt the tension at the table but did my best to ignore it. How was I going to bring all this up, he already knows though.

"So today is my 20th birthday. So at midnight well you know. I looked up at Kaneki who had a unreadable face.

"Listen Hide, I know. I've know since my birthday. I can't believe the universe messed up." I thought Kaneki was joking at first but he clearly was upset and annoyed.

"I don't understand. Fate never messes up. Kaneki .. we're soulmates, that's what we are." Kankei just shook his head. "Not anymore." My throat tightened, was I getting rejected. I didn't know this could happen.

"I still don't understand what do you mean we're not soulmates anymore?" I was just waiting for him to say this was all a big joke but there was no change in his facial expression.

"Hide, I disconnected us. The universe clearly made a mistake. My soulmate isn't you, not a boy at least. I know who my real soulmate is..." I watched as Kaneki's eyes moved to a waitress who works here. I got a burning feeling, it feels like I'm on fire. It makes sense. I didn't feel any connections after his birthday. I physically felt my heart break. It hurt a lot.

"I'm sorry Hide" I tried to take it but I could tell he wasn't sincere. I couldn't help but get mad. "No you're not!" I quickly got up and ran out the door of the café. I just ran until I was home.

As soon as I got home I slammed the door and sobbed. I didn't want to waste tears over this, but everything hurt. I didn't have anyone. I was cut off. Why didn't it stop me from saying his name at midnight though?

I managed to walk to my bed and as I was laying there I felt a warm embrace. It was comforting and with that I fell asleep.

(A/N not happy with this one yet. Maybe someone else will like it^^ or not :( but I finally updated~ I know Kankei was out of character but oh well... anyways the ending was very boring.. also ignore mistakes I didn't edit it..until next time~)