🚨Warning - Contains harmself..do not read this chapter if you are sensitive about this kind of issue.
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Minyoung stepped into her room after being for a long period in her studio, letting out her stressness. She fakes her smile in front of them..telling that she is always okay. She brought something with her along to the room, she held it since at her studio.
Then, she locked the door..since the boys are out now, so no one would stop her from locking the door. She crys with the blade on her wrist and pulls it deep into her skin..then make a straight line on her white wrist. Minyoung let the blood drops to the floor as she sit on her chair. She crys.
The negative thought controling her. No sign of positive thought seems want to burst into her mind.
One by one of them comes home. She skipped her meal, lied to them that she already eat. Till the night falls, she still in her room. Hoseok went to her room to check on her, since he didn't see his noona today. He knocks many times but she still didn't open the door.
He can see the light in her room..so she didn't sleep yet. " Noona. Open up. It's me." he knocked. She remain silent. " Minyoung noona, open this door." he became concern. Minyoung acted weirdly today in his eyes. He came again with sparekeys and went into her room.
Minyoung looked struggles rooling down her sleeve and wiped her face, then turned to him. " H-hoseok-ah..what makes you here?" she stuttered. He can see her obvious eyebags. He ignored her question and approached her.
" Noona, what is this? " slowly, he grabbed her hand that holding the blade. There's some blood spot under her chair." We agreed about this..weren't we? " she looked at his serious face. Hoseok indeed looks scary when he angry. His eyes became teary when he slowly took the blade while she silent herself. He threw the blade far away from her and rolled up her sleeve. She cut. He quickly went out to find the aid-kid box and hurriedly walked into her room, worry if she ever do anything.
He sighed heavily. " Please..noona. Stop this. Tell me what's bothering you." he begged, holding her hands. He pulled a chair and sit in front of her.
" Please." her eyes let out tears and rolled down her cheeks. " Appeuda. (It's hurt.) " she said. He treats her wounds, treating as gentle as he could, so he didn't hurt his lovely girl.He lend his ears to her while his heart also ache to hear her sorrow voice. Finish wrapping her arm, he pulled her into a warm hug while she cried on his shoulder.
" I'm sorry..I should notice you earlier. Please don't cut anymore." Hoseok rocks her to left and right.She finally fall asleep in his hug, it's early than he thought for her to sleep..maybe she gets very tired crying for a day. To make sure that she's in good condition, Hoseok decided to sleep with her and checks her arm if it's still bleeding or not.
He know..the other would get shock if he tell them about her sudden condition. Of course, they loves her.
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Ahn Minyoung - BTS 8th member
FanfictionBeing the only girl member in a boy group idol it's not easy. Everyone knows that. Contains :- Scenarios Moments Angst Frustrations Fluff Request open ♡ ! Dm for requesting :) ! Slow update :/