Ahn Minyoung - BTS 8th member

I'm gone

Minyoung started at the calender, she took a red marker and crossed the date of the day. She left 3 more days...to live. Herself couldn't believe that she's suffering from  leukimea. The marker were off from her tight grip as she sobbed again, letting her head hangging while both of her hands on the table.

She ran off medicine and didn't bother to buy more. Tears came out from her eyes. She will miss the boys very much. Her most dearest family after her lovely Hayoung and mother. Mrs. Ahn and Hayoung already knew about her illness and thought that the girl will proceed her treatment at Seoul.

But not the boys. In front of them she is the happiest person who loves to smile, laugh, hug and care for them very much.

In those 3 days, she often to hug the members and said that she truly loves them. " I love you too, noona. You know what..you're the great sister that I ever had since I only have a brother." said Jungkook, while reading his comic on the couch. Minyoung hugged him from behind and suddenly whispered ' Kookie-ah saranghaeyo.' to him.

She became touched and tried her hard to not to cry. She giggled. " Yeah..you better felt lucky, Jungkook-ah." She ruffled his hair.

Minyoung played the water with Jin while helping him to wash the dishes, he couldn't do anything but played along with the girl and laughing together. She interrupted Yoongi while he's sleeping although she never dare to do that. Ended up, Yoongi pulled her and cuddled, it's a punishment for his bestfriend for messing up with him.

Jimin became her target for her to sleep on his lap for a minute when they having the dance practise during their break. She can felt his hand wiped her sweat on her forehead with tissue and played with her long, blonde hair. She will miss the touch from the boy.

While Taehyung, no one can replace his charming, weirdness and his adorable box smile in her life. " Tae~hyung-ah, saranghaeyo~~." She pouted, made an aegyo causing him laugh over her cuteness.
" Nado sa~ranghaeyo, Hanbyeol noona." he replied with an aegyo, making both of them laughing.

She went to sit beside Namjoon while listening to music. Minyoung wore his earphone and listening to music together. But then, Namjoom fell asleep, made her stopped the music. She put her head on his shoulder. " Why do you love to sleep like Suga? And you should let me sleep first before you." She mumbled alone with her low voice. Her tears rolled down her cheek.

" I just want you to always remember that I loves you and the rest so much." She wiped her tears and went to sleep. Then, Namjoon opened his eyes. " You're acting weird..I do remember that you loves me and the others. And we loves you too, very much noona. You're the one of my strengh." He tucked her hair behind her ear and fixed her position to sleep comfortable beside him.

That night, she treated Hoseok for a meal and spent their time at Namsan Tower. She predicts that it would be her last view to watch the scenery on Seoul..and her little brother. They took some pictures together as she repeatly told him that she loves him.

The next day, Minyoung didn't wake up yet. Jin wanted to give her more time to sleep simce they always awake at the same time, so he would wake her after he took his bathe on that day. After the others have took their bathe, Jin became weird because she never sleep longer than today. Is she unwell?

He make his steps ro her room, waking her up. Seems like she already awake and went back to sleep after taking her bathe this morning as he saw her clothes are different and can tell that her hair is already dry for a couple hours.

" Young-ah..ireona."
Silent. He shook her shoulder. " Minyoung-ah, wake up." Then, he saw a folded paper on the table. He read it and get terribly shock. She called the other members and put her head on his lap. " Hyung, why are you shouting? " Namjoon asked and they got shocked as they saw he's crying while begging their noona to wake up.
" Hyung, what happened? " Yoongi asked.

Hoseok took the paper and they read it. Their reaction are same as Jin's. They saw her calender that she crossed the date for today. Seemed like she dead a day earlier that the doctor's prediction. They also saw a letter from the doctor about her illness.

" Minyoung-ah..please. Wake up.. Don't leave us..." Jin mourning, hugging her body. Yoongi's already crying, walked to Jin and kiss her forehead for the last time. Hoseok crying soundly as he couldn't hold his sadness. Namjoon facing back from them, crying as he couldn't bear to see the reality.

Taehyung sat on her bed, also crying while holding her cold hand..hoping that his noona would hold his hand back. Jungkook kneeing on the floor, leaning his head on her bed..quietly crying. Jimin bend down himself and calm the maknae as he also crying. He hugged Jungkook and cry all out his eyes. Jungkook knew he already lost his precious sister.

So, their question about her weirdness are already being answered. She loves them all her heart.

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To : My lovely Kim Seokjin, Min Yoongi, Jung Hoseok, Kim Namjoon, Park Jimin, Kim Taehyung and Jeon Jeongguk.

Maybe my body is already empty with soul as you guys reading this. I'm sorry for keeping my illness from all of you. I just don't want to make you worry about me. You that I loves you guys soooo much. Please forgive all my weaknessess and for not being a good sister to all of you.

Keep me in your thoughts and hearts, okay??
Bangtan Seonyeondan, saranghaeyo. Thank you for letting me in your wonderful, amazing group. Neomu neomu saranghamnida, Seokjinie oppa, Yoongi oppa, Namjoonie, Hoseokie, Jiminie, Taehyungie..Jungkookie.

I love you all~
Ahn Minyoung

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