After You

Chapter Twenty-Five

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I've been told I should do songs for certain chapters? So I guess I will try it. Well the song for the chapter is

"SUPPOSE" By second hand serenade.

This is for Hayden's part. I will try to add the video on the side later. Oh and the last chapter the part with Calvin and John was a dream I don't know if you guys got that..

Hayden's POV

Tessa is back. My mind can't seems to grasp it, and I honestly don't believe it. There is no way she is back. My wolf would have known if she was back right? I just do not know anymore. Kyle told me that she was back threw the mind link. For now I guess I will just have to trust him. I lay in bed trying to sleep but I can't.

Snow fell heavily outside the window. I wonder if she has changed. She couldn't have changed that much right. Of course she will be the same Tessa that loved me with all her heart. She will still be my girlfriend.

I tossed and turned through most of the night. Sleep would just not over come me. My thoughts raced to much. I thought back to when I last saw Tessa. She had bit me and not in the marking way. She told me that she wanted me to leave. She did not mean any of that though. She just gets these notions sometimes, the mean nothing. There is absolutely no way that Tessa could hate me. We are in love and one day we will mate. It is as simple as that.

I tossed and turned some more. Okay no it can not be that simple. She practically hates me. Even though I did not do anything willingly I was drugged. I did not want to sleep with Christal. Okay that is kind of a lie she is hot and she is nice most the time, not to mention she was good. But that is not the point I did not want to sleep with her when Tessa and I were together. But I broke up with Tessa when she was yelling at me for being so stupid. It was because she was standing there naked in front of Kyle and John. Not like hadn't seen her naked before but that wasn't the point.

I remember not wanting to break up with her. I remember want to go back and kiss her and tell her that I wasn't myself but I kept walking. I walked away from the woman I love. I remember being so mad at her for letting John and Kyle see her like that. It was like she did not even care. I bet you it is because she was still having sex with both of them. That would be the only explanation. Ugh that worthless slut. I growled into the dark.

No she is not a slut. She never cheated on us. We were never together when she slept with them. Our relationship is not over for me. I was not myself when I did it so we are still together.  I love her. I love her so much.

But then again she did cheat on me when we at that one party. She made out with Kyle.

Only because you practically forced her to make out with him. You dumb ass you threatened to leave her if she did not sleep with him.

Shut up stupid brain. I know for a fact that it was not my wolf arguing with me. I haven't been able connect with my wolf since I've been drugged. Do not get me wrong I can still shift but I can't talk to my wolf. I'm such a fucking idiot.

I did cheat on Tessa alot. So she kinda has the right to cheat on me. Right? Of course I was horrible to her but I'm going to make that up to her and everything will be alright. We will be better and she will be happy. I won't cheat on her again, she won't cheat on me and it will be all good.

I looked at the body that was laying next to me. Yes after tonight I will not cheat on her again. I pulled Christal closer to me her blonde hair spread out on the pillow. In my defense Tessa has been gone for a while and I did break up with her.