White Lines

Authors note IMPORTANT

Ok. So. I have gotten a few messages on the last chapter and decided to explain some shiz.

1st. How could Vanz forget something like that? is she really that bad of a friend? HOLD ON ONE MOMENT GOOD SIR. She forgot about it because that is what Leah told her to do. She rarely listens to Leah but when it came to that she respected her. AND VANZ IS AN AMAZING FRIEND.

2nd. Why didn't Vanz just speak up a little bit louder with her last comment?

Well. Vanz didn't think any apologies could fix what she had broken and so it actually sort of broke her too.

3rd. Why didn't Leah just tell Noctis about the...incident?

In all honesty she really hasn't told him A LOT about her life because she is afraid he would leave her. She also knew that he really wanted kids and it would kill him if she told him about being physically incapable of having children.

4th. Why does Noctis want kids?

He wants to be the parent he never had. Simple.

5th. From Vanz herself. All I could think when it said Leah stretched out is "I call this one, just take me."

Just so you know. I did too.

6th. I have had a few messages about the smut/fluff borderline (including Vanz)

I don't write a lot of SMUT I write on the border with sexual themes and make-out shit. There is a reason that they make out.

Noctis KNOWS that Leah has some depression issues. He sees the same person that he was for the longest time, a person afraid to be alone. He also knows that when he kisses her it makes her feel happy, like she's not alone. Because that is the same way he felt when they first got-together. He can relate to her in so many ways, that he wants nothing more than to make her happy, no matter what it takes.

And finally, 7th. Why did Leah lie about them having sex?

Shit. She was just picking at Vanz. She had no intensions of starting that. I swear.