Shattered By Broken Dreams (Avenged Sevenfold)

Chapter 36

I woke up, biting back a scream, I was so sick of these nightmares, they were wearing me down.

I looked over, Brian was still sleeping, thankgod, I was sick of waking him up, I felt so bad when I did.

I rolled over and looked at him in the dim light, yes light, I insisted that the lamp be left on, yet another thing he'd happily done without complaint.

Who would ever have thought that the guy I met, who I thought was so arrogant, who I couldn't stand the sight of, was actually the sweetest person I'd ever met.

I felt so bad for dragging him to my dramas, I bet he never thought this would happen when we got together.

I reached out and put my hand on his chest, he put his hand over mine.

I'd thought about leaving, sneaking off in the middle of the night but I was honestly too scared and well I was completely in love with him and couldn't imagine him not being in my life.

He opened his eyes and looked at me. "You okay?"

"I am very okay." I murmured snuggling up to him.

"Good."

"I was thinking maybe I should go back to my place." I needed to go back.

"What?" He sounded hurt.

"Well I can't stay here forever, and it's my home."

"I guess." He said, then he went quiet.

I layed there looking at him, he closed his eyes and turned over, away from me.

What was wrong? What did I say?

"Is something wrong?" I put my arm around his waist.

"Not at all." He said coldly, picking up my arm and removing it.

I felt a little hurt, what had I done.

"Brian." I snapped.

"Go to sleep, I'll take you home in the morning."

The way he said it, it made me realise what I had said.

"Well I only want to look around, maybe pick up some stuff." I couldn't go back there. "I hope you don't mind me staying here?"

"What, no." He turned over. "I thought you wanted to go back, to stay."

"I don't know what I want." I hated this feeling.

"I know what I want Sophie, I want you to stay here, all the time." He pulled me into his arms and kissed my nose.

"I think I'd like that. Does that mean we're living together?" I never thought I'd ever be so happy to hear something.

"Well I guess it does, kind of scary." He was smirking. That smirk.

"Well if it's that scary I can go home."

"Don't you dare, this is home now." And he kissed me.

Who would've thought that all that had happened would lead to possibly the most happiest moment of my life.