Shattered By Broken Dreams (Avenged Sevenfold)

Chapter 53

I was not going to ruin Anas day, just because I felt like shit didn't mean everyone else had too.

I got my shit together and went back inside, hopefully this makeup lady could work fucking miracles because I needed one.

Ana kept trying to get me on my own but I managed to avoid it. I was not going to burden her with my issues today.

With everything done, the only thing to do was get dressed. I was worried that the stupid dress wouldn't fit, but when Stacey zipped it up I let out a sigh of relief.

I put on the shoes and jewelry and stood there looking in the mirror. Fuck, who was I kidding, I looked like a plain average girl all dressed up. I was nothing special, my hair was boring, my ass was too big, and my face, well it was just plain. What the fuck had I been thinking, that Brian would actually be happy and content with me, what a joke.

"Sophie, you look fabulous." Stacey said "Now come on, lets help Ana."

I followed her to Ana's room, I could wallow in my self pity later.

I couldn't believe how relaxed Ana was, we helped her put her dress on, she was so calm when really I'd expected her to be a mess.

"Okay, your done, now look." Stacey told her.

She turned around and looked in the mirror, smiling. She looked absolutely beautiful, perfect.

We went out back for a few photo's, there was champagne, I managed to avoid it, but what I really wanted to do was grab the bottle and chug the whole lot down.

Finally it was time to leave for the church, only then did Ana start to look a little anxious.

"You look fabulous Ana, perfect." I told her, helping her get in the car with her dad.

She hugged me. "So do you."

I gave her a half hearted smile. "See you at church."

Everyone got in there car, so many cars, honestly we could have shared, now I had the drive to the church to think.

I knew that bitch wasn't finished with Brian, I knew she'd suddenly reappear, well here she fucking was.

I needed to stop thinking about it, what happens, happens for a reason, and if he wants her, she can have him. Just that thought made my heart break and as we pulled up at the church I was trying my best not to cry.

We got out and everybody fixed themselves up.

"Let's go." Josh said.

We all got in line, I think we were all nervous because none of us could stand still.

I turned and looked at Ana, she looked calm again and she blew me a kiss, I turned back around just as the doors opened.

Fuck, here goes.

Meg went first and when she was halfway Becca went. I waited, I started sweating and oh fuck I was sweating profusely and my feet wouldn't move.

"Go." Stacey said, giving me a little poke.

It got me moving, I started walking. I looked down the front. Matt looked so fucking gorgeous and Brian, well I glanced at him quickly but I couldn't meet his gaze.

I glanced quickly around the church and there she was, smiling at me, that bitch, and as usual, looking fucking perfect.