Shattered By Broken Dreams (Avenged Sevenfold)

Chapter 55

I stood there, watching Ana and Matt get married, crying like a baby. I didn't know if I was crying because the ceremony was so beautiful or because Brian looked so fucking beautiful in a suit. Whatever it was I was blubbering.

I kept glancing at Brian, but I was avoiding his eyes, I just couldn't look at him, but I saw Bella couldn't take her eye's off of him.

The ceremony ended and after everything was done it was time to exit the church. I was meant to walk out on Brian's arm, but I couldn't, I just couldn't face him. As we were getting organised I quickly attached my self to Zack, Meg gave me a funny look but she just stepped back and took Brian's arm. Thankgod there was no fuss.

We all got out the front and I quickly hugged Ana and Matt before anyone else came out.

People started coming out of the church and that made avoiding Brian so much easier. I moved further away from everyone and stood on the edge of the crowd.

"Hey."

I turned around. "Carly! What are you doing here?" I hugged her.

"Zack asked me awhile back and well because I never see you anymore I never told you."

Way to make me feel bad. "Yeah, I'm sorry."

I was a shitty friend and a shitty girlfriend.

"So, you and Zack?" I asked her.

She shrugged. "We've been on a few dates."

I nodded and looked around, I wasn't the slightest bit surprised to see Brian standing with Bella.

I watched them, she was talking and he was nodding, she reached up and touched his face then rested it on his chest.

"Oh excuse me." I said to Carly quickly, I needed to make a quick exit, I could feel tears coming and I swear my heart just broke.

I walked around the side of the church, there was a tree, I stood under it and cried. The least he could have done was told me before this stupid wedding, not let me find out this way.

I stayed there for awhile until Ana and Stacey found me. I made some feeble excuse about being hot.

But now I had to ride in a car with him. He was probably going to tell me on the way, I don't know if I could cope.

I attempted to sneak into Zacks car but Ana stopped me, damn. I walked over to our car and Brian held out his hand for me. I ignored it and climbed in myself, I couldn't even look at him, I didn't want to look at him.

He got in and just as we were about to pull out someone tapped on the window.

It was fucking her.

Brian rolled his window down while I just glared at her.

"Oh hi Sophie, you look so cute." Cute? What the fuck did that mean? "Anyway, I'll see you later Bri."

That was it, I'd had enough, I wasn't going to sit here and look like an ass in front of all of his friends, I turned to him and opened my mouth to speak as the car pulled out.

He beat me. "Sophie."

Here came the break up speech, I wasn't ready for it. I never would be.