Past of Ashes. [DRAMA AU] X Reader

Ch. 1 Humble Beginnings

[Warning: If you are highly receptive and sensitive to graphic language, issues like anxiety, depression, drugs, blood, mental and physical abuse, than please do not read this story. It is not for you.]

Also remember: This is for entertainment purposes only. All depictions of idols in this are not represented in real life. They are strictly fictional scenarios.

Everything was so perfect for you. A nice apartment, a decent paying job, and a cute cat. It seemed like you had it all. A perfect life, with the perfect boyfriend. It was truly love at first sight. Happy all the time... Sunshine and rainbows at first glance. Right? Like it was some fairytale, covered with sugar and cherries.

But you were wrong. Absolutely wrong.

Real life wasn't like that. It didn't give a shit if you were ecstatic or a complete sobbing mess on the floor. It went on with or without you.

Nothing in your life was easy. Or perfect. That was a total bold faced lie. Your life wasn't wonderfully fleeting or blooming like roses on a sunny afternoon--
It was HELL.

And this is your story...

To first start off, Park Jimin was your boyfriend.

As you begun dating, he wasn't all that bad. A bit quiet and reserved, but he wouldn't hurt a fly. He was the type to hold the doors open for you, carry your bags if they became to heavy for you to handle and give you a back massage after a long day of being on your feet at work.
He would lay pieces of chocolate on your pillow every night before he went to work, he would buy you gifts and take you out on dates.

For the first part of your relationship, everything was fine. He would NEVER be the type to harm even a single hair on your head. Or, so you thought.

One day out of the blue, he wasn't acting like himself. The Park Jimin you knew and loved. He started to behave differently with you. At first, it wasn't noticeable. You brushed it off and thought it was nothing. But he flew off the handle. He was a literal nightmare to be around. He fell into drinking, being gone until the wee hours of the night, staying out at night for long periods of time. You thought he also might be delving into drugs, but you couldn't really prove it at the time.

You couldn't even bring up the subject with Jimin. You couldn't ask about it. You weren't allowed to. Either he would yell at you or slap you for being defiant. Part of you wondered what the hell happened to the man you once adored. You were fucked up enough to believe he would change.
You stayed with him, because you loved him dearly and at one moment in time, he loved you back.

You still kept the first gift you ever received from him. An adorable silver charm bracelet he made that had your anniversary date on it with your initials. During that moment in particular, you thought you couldn't have received a better gift. Your lips curled up in a small, weak smile as you recalled the memory in your mind.