TJL#14# She Is The One

Stupid Me

Diya's POV

" Unhone tumhe yeh bola?" (He said that to you?) Chhoti asked and I nodded. " Dee, mujhe to pehle se hi paata tha ki woh dewaana hai apke." (Dee, I knew it from the start that he is your crazy lover) she said eating her popcorn.

" Chhodo." (Leave it) I said.

" Kyun Dee? Kya hua?" (Why Dee? What happened?) She asked.

" Maine unko bola mujhe thori waqt chahiye. Main confused hoon, chhoti." (I told him that I need some time. I am confused) I said.

" Confused?" She asked and I nodded. " Lekin kyun, Dee?" (But why, Dee?) She asked me.

" Nahi paata, chhoti." (I don't know, chhoti) I said.

" Kuch to reason honge na?" (There must be some reason, no?) She asked.

" Insecurities, chhoti." I said and sighed. " Mujhe nahi paata Kiya hoga!!" (I don't know what will happen) I said.

" Ask your heart Dee. Apna dil sai poocho." She said. I sighed deeply knowing that the stupid organ named my heart is already defeated in front of him. I am confused cause I am really insecure about this.

" We don't match, chhoti. Kuch bhi match nahi Kerti." I said.

" Tum abhi bi 1940 ki tarah baat ker rahe ho Dee!!!" (You are talking like 1940s today!!!) She told me and I shook my head.

" Saach bol rahi hoon." (Stating the truth) I said.

" Meri shuno Dee. It doesn't matter. Kuch bhi nahi hai. Agar tum kisi sai pyaar Kerti ho na to iske agee kuch bhi matter nahi kertay. Ager tum apne feelings k agee yeh sochtay rahogi k dunia Kya sochenge to tum kabhi bi kush nahi reh paogi. Kyun ki dunia ko hamesha kuch na kuch problem hote hi rahega to uske lie hum jeena chhod de!!!" (Listen to me, Dee. It doesn't matter. It's nothing. Of you love someone then nothing matters before it. If you keep thinking about others that what will they think before your own feelings then you won't be able to be happy ever. Cause, they will always having some issue so will we sacrifice our life for that!!!) Chhoti said and I looked at her weirdly. She said something very deep which doesn't match her clumsy self.

" Dee, yeh tumhare Zindegi hai, tumhe pura haq hai kush hone ki. Dunia ka kya. Buss ek time taak bolega phir koyi new topic unko mil jayegi criticize kerne k lie or woh log tumhe chhod k usko pakad lenge. Lekin tum to taab akeli par jaogi na. Tum kyun kisike lie apne pyaar ko sacrifice ker rahe ho?" (Dee, this is your life and you have all right to be happy. What's with the others!!! Just will keep gossiping until a time then they will get a new topic to criticize and they will leave you and grab that topic. But you will be left alone with nothing. Then why are you sacrificing your love for other?) She asked me. " Ager koyi valid reason hai to bolo, Dee. Warna apne pyaar ki qatal maat karo." (If you have a valid reason then tell me. Otherwise don't kill your love.) She said. I looked at her weirdly.

" Ok, main saab kuch bhool gyi lekin tum yeh to sochho ki yeh long distance relationship ko kya gher mai saab accept karenge?" (Ok, forget about everything but think at least that will everyone in our family accept this long distance relationship?) I asked her. This was the biggest reason of my insecurities.

" Dee, ek baat bolo?" (Dee, tell me something?) She asked.

" Haan, Kya boloon?" (Yes, what do you want to know?) I asked her.

" Dee, Kya tum saach main Noel Axton se mohabaat kerti ho?" (Dee, do you really love, Noel Axton?) She asked. " Kyun ki uss banda apse bohot pyaar kertay hai." (Because, he loves you a lot.) She said.

" Mujhe nahi paata, chhoti. I feel weird around him." (Don't know chhoti) I said.

" Feeling what? Kya feel kerti ho?" (What do you feel?) She asked me.

" I feel like weird. Can't explain. Mujhe woh sare filmy cheez e hone lagti hai jis per main hamesha hasti thi." (All those filmy stuffs happens to me of which I used to make fun of) I said and I really hate it.

" Saanse ruk jaati hai, Dil abnormally dhadkne lagti hai, dimaag Kaam kerna band ker deti hai, awaaz band ho jaati hai or tum tamater ki tarah lal ho jaati hoo. Yeh Saab?" (Breath gets stuck, heart beats abnormally, brain stops, words stuck in your throat and you resemble a tomato, these things?) She asked me and I chuckled.

" Kuch bhi!!!" (Anything!!!) I said.

" Bolo na Dee?" (Tell me Dee) she whined.

" Only few of them not all." I said.

" Jhhoti." (Liar) she said. I laughed. " Dee, you love him." She stated seriously and I tried to argue but I found she has points and she was right.

" Kya gher mai saab manege iss long distance relationship ko?" (Will everyone accept this long distance relationship at home?) I asked her.

" Kyun nahi manenge Dee? Apke maa or baba apko kabhi na bola? Nahi na? Yeh apki jindegi hai. Woh samajh jayenge. Or ap apni Raveena buaa ki baat ker rahi hain na? Unko to main ginti hi nahi family main. Unko to hamesha sai hi apse problem thi. Unhone kabhi bi apko apna nahi mana to ap kyun itna soochti hoo?" (Why won't they accept, Dee? Your mom and dad ever said no to you? They didn't. This is your life. They will understand. And you are talking about you Raveena aunty. I don't even count her in family. She never thought you her family then why do you think about her a lot!!!) She asked me.

" Chhoti, aise maat bolo." (Don't talk like that, chhoti) I said.

" Kyun nahi boolon!! Lalchi oraat." (Why won't I say that!!! Greedy woman) she said punching on the air.

" Alright. Calm down. Let's not talk about it." I said and she looked away.

" Yeh to bolo, tumhare rehearsal kasie thi?" (Tell me, how was your rehearsal?) I asked her.

" Boring." She said.

" Konsi play kar rahe ho?" (Which play are you going to play?) I asked her. She looked irritated.

" Romeo and Juliet." She said in disgust.

" Konsi role mili tumhe?" (Which role did you get?) I asked.

" Juliet." She made a disgusting face.

" Romeo koun hai?" (Who is the Romeo?) I asked her.

" Yeh pooch na jaarori hai Kya?" (Is it necessary to ask?) She asked me.

" Bolo na." (Tell me) I said.

" Asher Milverton." She gritted.

" Tumhe to kush hona chahiye Asher tumhare crush hai na?" (Shouldn't you be happy?!! Isn't Asher your crush?) I asked.

" Tha lekin ab nahi hai." (Was but not anymore) she said.

" Kyun?" (Why?) I asked.

" Kyun ki... woh.. kuch nahi. Chhodo." (Because... He... nothing leave it.) She said.

" Accha, chhodo." (Ok, leave it) I said.

" The thing you did was stupid Dee." She said. I nodded agreeing with her. Stupid me.